o✖-♥-pinkleberry-♥-✖o

Its one thing...

2010-04-25T00:39:00.003+08:00

Its one thing to be strong and another to be prepared for the worst.

~~I am prepared!~~

really?

Oh gosh..

Its either I am insomniac or I jst hv things on my mind. :(

I can't sleep!

*sobs*

No no.. I'm gonna go pray and sleep.

Shoo thoughts! Shoo!

Too much of u is never enough.

我只想你一个.

People don't believe in miracles. But u prove them all wrong. U are my miracle.

Baking Cookies!

2010-04-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

I love the effects of flash and the reflection of the cookies in the jar! *love*

The pics above shows u that I was baking cookies!

Yes cookies that happened to hv brownies texture. :S

Oh well it has 4 kinds of chocolate in it.

*Bittersweet

*Milk

*White

*Dark

I don't knw what diff does it make but it did turn out well.

*hopes* D:

Looks yummy?

I'm probably gonna start selling again!

*Woots*

I'm gonna be rich! RICH!

*evil laughs*

♥ ♥ ♥

2009-07-28T19:20:00.002+08:00

Love Me Hate Me

Just love me.. It's so much easier tt way.. X)

There wouldn't be any picture posted as I am too LAZY as Cheryl had said..

So here I am once again..

Blogging a post about nothing..

Let me update u bout what's been going on lately aite..

I have been pretty caught up with stuff.

Been going out quite alot..

Phone died for the 3rd time so it's not currently with Sony..

-.-

Don't ever buy Sony Erricson phone.. Seriously..

Hey hey hey! Pray for me ppl..

*prays for God's grace to excel in my upcoming exams*

June.. We have to meet up okay! :D

The first time we met was so unofficial..
:( We couldn't even recognise each other.. Haha

We have so much to talk about!

And to all my fellow readers.. I won't be updating my blog anytime soon okay..

I AM LAzY! X)

:D miss me dear readers..

I am gonna resign from blogging.

for the mean time

Cheryl was here (:

2009-07-28T18:44:00.003+08:00

from left nicole > CHERYL ! :D

Cheryl is in the house !
As you know , Nicole is like so lazy to update her freaking crazy blog !
So , im one of her awesome friend decided to help her update it .
Give me a clap ? or maybe a kiss ? :O

Today ah , she stay back right .! you know what did she do ? she jump like a monkey !
Jangan tipu tipu ahh Nicole .
Ohhh ! nicole said , in this 5 minutes time ! if she didn't update her blog ,she will bank in Rm1000 to every one's account ! AND RM 2000 to those who leave a tag there saying cheryl is awesome . (:

Nicole just cant resists me ! haiz .. relax k Nicole ? :D
it's so fun ! spamming her blog ! This is the best thing ever ever ever ! Don't be jealous .

oh ya ! u know what ahhhhh you know what ahhhh ! i'm giving away Nicole's t-shirt . You can take it from her wardrobe ! Including her undies and bra ! oh ya she does have this bra state there ! I HEART CHERYL ! omg ? ppl is soooo crazy about me .
Faint . Nicole , you just melted my heartt awwwwwwwwww. i love you .

okay la till here . tomorrow , im gonna get screw !
Nicole says she love encik rozali ! OMG OMG OMG !
safe me PEOPLE ! save the world =(

Memories

2009-07-03T03:06:00.002+08:00

BORED

2009-06-30T16:24:00.003+08:00

It says I'm WILD. :O
*sunnies!*

Boredom Mayhem!

Peek-a-boo..

randomness..

...

Lots more. But too lazy! :X

Let the pics do the talking.

XXX

nic

Happy Father's Day Dad

2009-06-20T22:19:00.002+08:00

So what if I look weird in those pictures.. :P

I love them! Beat that..

Okay..

So lets seee....

Happy Father's Day dad..

I may not be celebrating it with u but it doesn't mean I stopped loving u..

We have had out differences but hey.. We're family..

I love u Dad..

I'm sorry that I haven't been there with u throughout the years..

I'm sorry that u couldn't see me growing up..

I'm sorry I don't spend enough time with u..

I'm sorry that I don't see u often..

I'm sorry for not loving u the way I should..

I'm sorry for being a tough kid growing up..

But no matter what, U will always have a place in my heart.

Through it all, u are still my father.

And u may not be perfect, but do knw, no one is.

I haven't been that perfect daughter either.

But it makes u who u are and I love u.

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD!

Love lessons From Dads..

2009-06-20T21:45:00.002+08:00

I read some interesting stuff online..
Jst thought of sharing.. ;)

All out for the babes.

Date up

“My dad taught me that I should date a man with an education and one who has more experience than I have—someone who has seen the world and has already dated plenty of women. The reason? That way, when he finds you, he’ll know he’s got a good catch!

Have escape money

“My dad tells me to make sure that I always have money in my pocket when I’m going on a date. He’s old-school and believes in a woman being treated like a queen and expects nothing short of that for his daughters. But for those times when you can’t stand to stay out with a dud any longer, he says you have to be able to pay for your meal — and a cab ride if you need it — so you can escape.”

Wait for Mr. Amazing

“Never ever settle—ever. My dad insisted that it’s better to wait around for something great than to waste your time with cheap crap!”

Beware the b-word

“My father was very adamant about me never being with a guy who didn’t respect women. (I wasn’t even allowed to watch Married With Children growing up, because of the way men on the show treat women.) He also can’t stand the word b*tch, since it’s degrading. This has opened up my eyes to the kind of guys who use the term: Even when guys use it jokingly, it shows a lack of respect, and I now avoid these men.”

(I totally agree on this.. Gonna take this advice to heart.. Haha)

Give him a break

“My dad — a theologian and older parent — taught me that if a guy is brave enough to ask you out, and he doesn’t seem like a total con, he deserves one date, even if it’s just coffee and a walk around the block.”

(Hahaha.. Shld I take this to heart? *considering*)

Follow the golden rule

“My dad told me to never be too available; instead, make him work to get someone as great as me.”

(So true.. *took it to heart*)

Hahaha.. Okay.. So Now.. As For the BOYS!

Tell it like it is

“When I was 16, I was all upset because I wanted to break up with my girlfriend, but was wracked with guilt over it. My father told me, ‘You’re not doing her any favors by pretending everything is OK. The nicest thing you can ever do is be honest with someone.’ I’ve followed that advice since then and am really grateful for it.”

See with your heart

“My dad quotes Confucius to me! He told me, ‘Beauty comes out of lovers’ views,’ which I take to mean that when you see the love of your life, all you ever see is beauty, always.”

(It is true.)

Be a kiss-up

“When I was in high school, my dad told me to bring flowers to my date’s mother when I was picking a girl up for the first time. It’s a little cheesy, but it worked. I still bring a little something the first time I visit a girl’s parents’ home.”

(I don't knw bout ur mom, but I think she doesn't expect this out of my future boyfriend..)

OKAY.. As for my mom.. *yes my mom* My dad nvr talks bout dating besides asking me who's my new man.. *laughters*

Well She told me..

Never trust a man till he truly earns it.
When he gives u the cold shoulder, he's jst plain uninterested.
If a man does not offer to pay for ur meal or movie, it jst shows that he'll take u for granted in the future.. (hmmm)
Never ever speak of commitment. (laughs)
When he's at fault, let him be the one to come and apologise. Don't be stupid and say sorry first. (exact words)
Never let him touch u in unappropriate places. :O
Make him miss u. Don't always entertain him.

Hahaha okay.. Yes all these are frm my mom and there are so much more.. :P

(secret la tu)

[I♥U]

2009-06-18T18:42:00.003+08:00

Guess WHAT!? :D

Nicole jst got accepted into BMA!
(Broadwalk Modeling Ac..)

Today in school,

Vicky missed called me twice..

And then all of a sudden...

A random number called..

So I thought someone was jst up to mischieve..

Didn't bother twice but then finally picked up the third time..

Guess wat..

It was a lady named Terry...

She called to inform me tt I was getting the slot and tt I m asked to go for the interview..

:D I am so effing nervous!

It will be held in PJ Hilton..

The great thing bout it all is tt my mom supports me..

So hopefully things turn out well..

Wish me luck! ;)

♥

[now and forever]

[always]

[♥]

You Belong With Me lyrics

2009-06-06T23:17:00.002+08:00

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said'
Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

Tagged! AGAIN! :X

2009-06-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

1 ) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
I was happy! :D But I got dragged out of bed.. :(

2 ) Would you consider yourself as a well-being person ?
haha sure.. Why not? :p

3 ) Have you ever visited an orphanage or an old folk's?
Yeah.. A few times.. More or less like a volunteer thing with my dad last time..

4 ) Have you ever had a best friend who is trustworthy ?
Of cos..

5 ) Do you want someone to be dead ?
Haha.. No.. Wouldn't hv the heart to even think of such..

6 ) Do you love to go to school ?
Haha.. Depending on the reasons.. ;)

7 ) Who was the last person who texted you ?
Wen Chun.. Haha always the first and the last person to msg..

8 ) Do you want any food to eat right now ?
No thank you.. I jst had nandos.. Too full...

9 ) What are you doing now ?
Messaging Wen Chun, Chatting with Kevin and Brandy and doing this post. Multitasker! =D

10 ) What are you thinking right now ?
My secret.. ;)

11 ) List 15 lucky people Whom you tag :
OKAY sure ! victim ! :D
1 - Cheryl
2 - Sharon
3 - Brandy
4 - Jeremy
5 - Joshua
6 - Wen Chun
7 - Charles
8 - Prasad
9 - Megan
10 - Ee-Wei
11 - Dione
12 - Galvin Wong
13 - Benjamin Chai
14 - Arthur Chen
15 - Arthur Lee

12 ) Is number 10 your close friend ? ( Ee-Wei )
Best friend and sister.. Eh De Ja Vu

13 ) Does Number 3 know Number 4 ? ( Brandy & Jeremy )
Of cos! =D

14 ) Is number 13 single ? ( Benjamin Chai )
Hahaha.. He dates every new girl he sees. So I oso dunno. :D

15 ) Does number 6 love studying ? ( Wen Chun )
Haha.. Obsessed when exams are arnd..

16 ) Is number 1 a genius ? ( Cheryl )
A genius at arguing.. LOL

17 ) When was the last time you chatted with number 11 ? ( Dione )
Ystday! =D

18 ) Say number 5's characteristics . ( Joshua )
Hhahahah he is MAD! The CRAZY one.. :P He's a great friend.. Then he lets u draw on his hand oso.. And he loves bullying me! EH no one can ask him to bully u ok! He bully me and only me! =D

19 ) What will you do if number 14 & 15 fight ? :O ( Arthur Chen & Arthur Lee)
Okay.. 2 Skinny and tall ppl fighting.. I don't see it going anywhere so I'll leave it alone..

20 ) Do you like being friends with number 2 & number 12 ? ( Sharon & Galvin )
Haha! No... I LOVE being friends with them...

21 ) Does number 7 have siblings ? ( Charles )
Yes. One. Steph!

22 ) Does number 8 & number 9 love music ? ( Prasad & Megan )
Yeah.. Sure..

BUH BYE! =D

Tagged! :O

2009-06-06T21:57:00.002+08:00

Rules and regulation of the tag ;All 21 people must do unless you don't have a blog. Write the names of 21 friends you can think of in your head. And then answer the questions , Say you're guessing if you don't know , but at least guess on all of them. After doing this , tag your unlucky friends to do the same

1. Cheryl
2. Sharon
3. Charles
4. Wen Chun
5. Ee-Wei
6. Dione
7. Wei Hua *uncle*
8. Megan
9. Galvin Wong Donkey
10. Josephine Wong Catwoman
11. Prasad
12. Vicky Kandasamy
13.Jonathan
14. Brandy Peter
15. Jeremy
16. Joshua *goat*
17. Arthur Chen
18. Natalie
19. Sereen
20. Simon Tan
21. Joshua Nathan

1.How do you meet 7 (Wei Hua) ?
My uncle? Haha.. I met him through my family of cos..

2. What would you do if you and 15 had never met (Jeremy) ?
Aww.. Then I don't hv him to bully.. And I love his sarcasm.. Haha

3. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated (Simon Tan & Cheryl) ?
Hahah! Ok? No comment. FYI: Well they're both skinny! :D

4. Have you seen 17 cried (Arthur Chen) ?
Turtle? Cry? Eh male turtles don't lay eggs.. :)

5. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple (Wen Chun & Joshua *goat*) ?
Haha.. Wen Chun can never turn gay.. :P

6. Do you think 11 is attractive (Prasad) ?
Haha sure! :)

7. What's 2 favourite colour (Sharon) ?
Emm... Pink?! =D

8. When was the last time you talked to 9 (Galvin Wong Donkey) ?
Last night.. :D

9. What language does 8 speak (Megan) ?
English, BM and Chinese.

10. Who is 13 going out with (Jonathan) ?
Haha.. I oso dunnno.. I shld question him~! =D

11. Would you ever date 17 (Arthur) ?
*awkward silence* Haha! Its not possible to date a turrrrtle. :X oh no. He'll kill me.

12. Where does 18 live (Natalie) ?
Oooh... I'm not too sure.. : I think its near to Phoebe.. =\ Damansara? O.O

13. What is the best thing about 4 (Wen Chun) ?
Haha.. His company.. *grins*

14. What would you like to tell 10 right now (Josephine Wong)?
Please bully Galvin moreee! :D

15. What is the best thing about 20 (Simon Tan) ?
Haha.. His spinning ring! =D

16. Have you ever kiss 2 (Sharon) ?
Hahaha.. I think I did before..

17. What is the best memory you have of 5 (Ee-Wei a.k.a Ellie) ?
Our camwhore session with Dione! =D

18. When's the next time you're going to see 4 (Wen Chun) ?
Haha.. If I do get to go out.. Next week probably! :D

19. How is 7 different from 6 (Wei Hua and Dione) ?
What a weird question. Sex. Age. Looks.

20. Is 2 pretty (Sharon) ?
Of Cos!? What a question! -.-

21. What was your 1st impression of 15 (Jeremy) ?
Stuck up.. :P hahaha well he looks stuck up only..

22. How did you meet 3 (Charles) ?
School mate! In form 2. Haha when he went after someone I was close to. ;)

23. Is 5 your best friend (Ee-Wei) ?
She's my sister! AND my Best Friend =)

24. Do you hate 12 (Vicky Kandasamy) ?
I wouldn't be able to.. :) He's family! Haha

25. Have you seen 18 in the last month (Natalie) ?
Haha yeap! In church.

26. When was the last time you saw 16 (Joshua) ?
Last Saturday.. :P

27. Have you been to 5's house (Ee-Wei) ?
Yeap! Saw her dalmation doggy! haha

28. When's the next time you'll see 10 (Josephine Wong Catwoman) ?
When school reopens gua.. :\

29. Are you close to 11 (Prasad) ?
Quite okay la.. Haha

30. Have you been to the movies with 4 (Wen Chun) ?
Hahaha.. Yeap! 4 times alrd I think..

31. Have you gotten in trouble with 8 (Megan) ?
Haha.. When we were younger, we were at each others neck!..

32. Would you give 19 a hug (Sereen) ?
Haha sure why not..

33. When have you lied to 3 (Charles) ?
Haha.. I don't rmbr lying to him before wor.. O:)

34. Is 11 good at socializing (Prasad) ?
I suppose? Haha

37. What's the best thing about your friendship with 9 (Galvin Wong Donkey) ?
Haha.. Well... He can tolerate my nonsense really well and he's a reli good listener.. Oh and he's reli matured as well.. =D

43. Has 21 met your parents (Joshua Nathan) ?
Haha.. I don't knw.. In church maybe la..

44. How did you meet 11 (Prasad) ?
Last Saturday! :D

45. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3 (Charles) ?
Yes! :P But not reli bad la.. NAILS! *v*

46. Do you live close to 7 (Wei Hua)?
Quite far..

47. What is 8's favourite food (Megan) ?
Haha.. Japanese.. If i'm not mistaken...

48. What kind of car does 1 have (Cheryl) ?
No Car! :P

49. Have you traveled anywhere with 9 (Galvin Wong Donkey) ?
Nope.. Haha.. I think he'd die being arnd me for over 24 hours! :P He'd probably commit suicide..

50. If you give 14 a $100 , What would she / he spend it on (Brandy Peter) ?
Comics! =D

I'm done! Liberated!

Best of Taylor's songs..

2009-06-06T20:22:00.004+08:00

I happen to be crazy over a few songs right now..
One of them is

Taylor Swift- You Belong With Me
Kelly Clarkson- The Day We Fell Apart
Kelly Clarkson- Addicted
Kelly Clarkson- I hate Myself for Losing You
Kelly Clarkson- My life would suck w/o you

Haha.. Ok so anyways.. I jst came home from S'ban.. I'll post up pictures later or something.. Right now, I'm too lazy and I have to attend to my Nandos! =D

[Secrets unrevealed. Who am I to believe?]

[Confussion]

[What if I blamed the wrong person?]

[I blame myself for losing you...]

[I shld have given you the chance to explain yourself.]

[I'm sorry and I forgive you.]

okok.. =D BB!

This will be confussing but wtv..
I'm not telling u.. :P

I hate myself for loving you.

No Bounderies

2009-06-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

Damn it.. I loved it when Adam Lambert sang No Bounderies.. Kris so doesn't deserve to win.. =(

seconds, hours, so many days

you know what you want but how long can you wait

every moment lasts forever

when you feel you've lost your way

and what if my chances were already gone

i started beleiving that i could be wrong

but you gave me one good reason

to fight and never walk awayso here i am still holding on

with every step you climb another mountain

every breath its harder to beleive

you'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

to get to that one place

when you think the road is going no where

just when you almost gave up on your dreams

they take you by the hand

and show you that you can

there are no boundaries

i fought to the limit to stand on the edge

what if today is as good as it gets

dont know where the futures heading

but nothings gonna bring me down

jummped every bridge

run every line

i risk being safe

i always knew why, i always knew why

so here i am still holding on

with every step you climb another mountain

every breath its harder to beleive

you'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

to get to that one place

when you think the road is going no where

just when you almost gave up on your dreams

they take you by the hand

and show you that you can

you can go higher

you can go deeper

there are no boundaries

above and beneath you

break every rule 'cause theres nothing between you and your dreams

with every step you climb another mountain

every breath its harder to beleive

you'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes

to get to that one place

when you think the road is going no wherejust when you almost gave up on your dreams

they take you by the hand

and show you that you can

there are no boundaries

no boundaries

yeah, there are no boundaries

Lesson 1

2009-06-01T15:30:00.004+08:00

Love is a lesson yet Love is still a mystery.

I will be giving a lesson on love today.

This is someones view on what love is..

Love are a thousand words.

♥

I chose this topic because I'm inspired for some reasons.
And this goes out to those who are in love and those who are trying to find love.

I'll let the pictures above give you a preview on what love may be.

I for one.. Have written much about love.

Even in my recent English essay test.

I feel really strongly about love.

Its way beyond explanation's ability.

I am here to advocate on what love is on my side of the spectrum.

I have many metaphors about love..

Love is a metamorphosis..

It changes at intervals..

Like a caterpillar will grow into a beautiful butterfly.

Why do I say love changes?

It is because..

It is always sweet and serene in the beginning.

But at the same time shallow..

In time it changes.. Blossoms into a whole new Dimension..

This is when feeling grows deeper..

Even though its deep.. Yet its still at the point where u can let go..

Now.. This is where it grows into an eternal feeling..

This will be the time where u know living a life w/o the one u love wouldn't be of any meaning.

And no matter what happens.. The fights, The hurt, The bad...

You will still be able to overlook it all and will love ur other half jst the way you did..

And sometimes..

Very often so, fights just make the bond between each other stronger.

U learn through you mistakes and u'll learn how to value the person even more.

Besides..

Love gives u the ability to look at an imperfect individual perfectly.

This is what I call..

Seeing with ur heart and not ur eyes.

(Its not literally so please don't be stupid and comment about that.

Its jst a way of saying something in a descriptive form.)

U accept the flaws of a person, u learn the ways of that person, u don't change that person.

That's how it should work.

If u are looking for love, and all u do is try to change that person, save the effort, save the time.

Cos you can't change a person.

That ain't love.

Cos love isn't about changing.

Love is accepting.

If you can't accept the flaws of the person u think u may love, don't get urself into it.

I'm saying this not because I'm judging that you don't love that person.

By not being able to accept that person, be it trivial matters from pet peeves to major bad habits, this will cause a lot of troubles between u and the other individual..

In cases like this.. U'll find it hard to agree on things and that's where all the arguments and fights all begin.

A.K.A

It will turn out to be the next WORLD WAR!

Ok there goes my drama..

Anyways.. All I'm saying is, find a person who has all the characters and pet peeves u can tolerate and accept.

If not.. It jst spell danger zone.

What else can I say?

Love is a gamble.. ;)

You must be wondering why.

I'm not trying to imply love is a game and its to be toyed around.
When I said Love is a gamble..

Picture a gambling scene..

You as the gambler..

You bet your money on something u know u might not win.

But that's where u take the risk.

And deep down, ur crossing ur fingers hoping u win the big prize.

Love is jst the same.

Its all about taking risks..

You risk having ur heart broken..

You risk having ur effort go to waste..

But love is giving ur heart to that
person, trusting that person not to break it.

And at the same time, risking every possibilities that you may get hurt..

See.. Love isn't all that beautiful like what ppl describe eh.. ;)

LESSON 1

If i'm inspired again.. I'll give LESSON 2. LOL

I am currently in a very bad mood and need some cooling off..

So yeah.. =) Good bye.. Enjoy...

~My thousand Apologies~

2009-06-01T02:46:00.005+08:00

Alexander Choo Wen Chun

Mr Handsome up here missed the whole gang complimenting each other session..

So I'll do my part by complimenting him here..

*laughters*

First: He makes me smile a smile no one has ever made me smile.. =)

Second: He listens to all my probs and I'm really comfortable with him..

Third: He has a sexy side smile.. Haha

Fourth: He so does NOT have an innocent face like he tries to put on when he's trying to deny something.. Hahaha.. Which is really adorable..

Fifth: He has a nice back. Its really well built...

Sixth: His shoulders are broad.. Makes him have a V shape body.

Seventh: His morning voice.. Sweeter than any melody..

Eighth: His eyes portray his emotions.. I find it really easy to understand him that way..

Hahaha

I'll leave it at eighth..

Wanna know why? Ask me and see if i'd tell..

If I don't.. Then poor u larh.. :P

Ok.. Wen Chun.. U can stop blushing now.. And now u can click the x button above on the right.

;) haha..

Reminise..

2009-05-31T19:36:00.012+08:00

Post delayed frm 30th August.. ;)

So I went out with the gang to Mid Valley..

I was dead exhausted when I came back.. *arnd 9+++*

On the other side of the spectrum, I had a blast!

WEN CHUN was the latest to the train station.. tsk tsk tsk..

And I thought, I a.k.a vain as hell, wld be the latest..

I literally dragged my mom out of bed..

Yes.. I dragged her out till she was in the toilet and put the toothpaste for her and shoved the toothbrush in her hand..

And there she is calling me stubborn! -.-
She shld realise I got it from her and be happy I'm so much like her than my dad..

Haha..

I was the 4th to reach there.. Josh was the only guy present at tt time.. Poor boy..

Doinkers..

Jeremy the organiser told Wen Chun to be at the lrt at 10!

And he told us all to be there at 9.. -.-
*pokes on the vodoo doll*

Anyways.. We talked alot in the train..

Yada yada yada...

P.S.- Wen Chun is interupting me atm so it'll take this post longer to be posted.. :P

We reached there and walked arnd..

Jeremy promised me shopping!

There wasn't any!.. =(

*pokes the vodoo doll again!*

We bought tickets for a movie..

We watched Terminator Salvation..

It was nice though I as a matter of fact hate movies with violence..

Haha

Vicky and Wen Chun can tell u why.. ;)

I sat at number 6 this time.. In between Vicky and WC..

Hey! I had free drinks throughout the movie! =D

So before the movie.. We stopped by McD cos I was complaning tt I was hungry.. :P

Hevin punched me..

*pout*

Then we went to Topshop! =D Jeremy, Joshua, Brandon, Ee-Wei and Dione was there with me..

This panties so matches my top! X)

2nd pic...

Oh-kay.. I look high.. Hahaha

Oooh I love this...

I'm a cowgirl and I love to ride horses.. ;)

Read it between the lines..

Sad attempt to take the pic cos the salesgirl forbid me frm taking pics.. =(

She's so obviously jealous I'm hot. =P

After that I had to go to bobby brown to get something for my mom. And the guys went to MPH. Except for Jeremy and Dione.. They got a treat fot being so nice and following me. :D

Bought the ice cream in front of bobby brown.. Its a stall called Gelato Fruity..

We kept testing all the flavours..

Dione and I kept feeding Jeremy the bigger portion of the ice cream that we didn't like..

Xp In the end.. We picked..

After the Movie.. We all went to the bowling alley.. My screen name was DUH..

SEXY! =D

I arm wrestled with wen chun! :D

He said I was strong! X)

But then right.. After that my hand pain!

=( All ur fault wen chun.. U big bully!

In the end Wen Chun played my game and we ended up with the score 61..

I am partly to be blamed..
I'm the gutter queen.. :P

Wen Chun and Prasad..

Prasad

Joshua and me below! =D See his braces shine? HAHA!

So after all the bowling.. We went to eat dinner at Chillis..

The guys talking at the waiting area..

Look at Wen Chun. -.-

He's arguing with Vicky..

His hand is always in that position when he's trying to prove he's right...

Then he'd go like.. Dei..! *starts to argue*

Hahaha

Ee-Wei and Joshua.. :)

Ee-Wei and the guys..

Nicole and the guys..

The family picture.! =D

Family Picture 2! :D

Peace!

Lets Pray for our meals.. ;)

The table design..

So signature..

My Lamb Steak! :D
Dione's chicken

Ee-Wei's Salmon steak with rice..

And all the guys ate burger.. Hahaha...

Ok.. So.. We received our food and we talked and ate..

The boys had to start a topic on SHIT!

Yes literally poop u knw..

Then Wen Chun had to elaborate on how he had to squeez his poop out till his veins all popped out.. And there goes Brandon telling us how he couldn't flush the toilet..

And when he did it all bubbled and remained floating..

*elch!!!*

And it went on and on and on.. :X

The girls were grossed out but HEY! We all had a great time laughing..

Hahaha... Nowander Brandy's toilet smells like Nasi Lemak..

Leftovers are floating...

Ewww ok I didn't hv to think tt..

NEXT!

After dinner.. We all started cheering..

I was the first! Ok so what? I cheered twice.. :P

Cheers to a new start

Cheers to our friendship and beyond..

Jeremy said a good one but I can't exactly rmbr what.. :

BTW The bill summed up to 300+ Haha..

Had Vicky the genius to count for us.. :)

After tt we all rushed to go home as it was alrd quite late..

On the way.. I saw this reli cute boy and trailed him! Hahaha..

The baby D-U-H..

So We reached the train station..

Haha..

We played my li'l eye spies..

Then we guessed and guessed... *story goes on*

Then suddenly this really fast train passed us and something was flying..

HAHAHAHA...

And Wen Chun moved few steps back and said.. Eh! Cockroach!

And then he realised afterwards it was jst a leaf!

He.. *falls to the ground and starts lauging and so did everyone else*

Hahahaha! Hillarious yet adorable..

Ok so then we boarded the train and made alot of inside jokes bout Vicky.

We were the noisiest among all the passengers..

Ok.. In the train.. U know there's a door that leads to the other capsule?

*the connection*
It oppened while this lady was squatting down with her baby very close to the door..

So...

Brandy, trying to be a hero and all..

Walked up there to close the door but it suddenly shut on its own..

Thats when WE ALL laughed so loudly! Hahaha

Poor hero of the day..

U probably won't find it funny.. U'd hv to be there to understand the situation..

*laughs as I reminised bout that scene*

Poor Brandy..

Ok so the next train..

Brandy and Josh lied to Wen Chun tt the train was coming alrd so Wen Chun grabbed my wrist and hurried me down.. -.-

Jst to find out they were jst kidding..

*smacks them*

Then they started laughing all over again..
Sigh..

Haha...

Ok so after tt everyone went home.. Bla bla bla..
Sadly the day ended..

My head ended up spinning.

I guess I was tooo exhausted.. :P

I'll never try not sleeping again.. Never.. Haha..

Anyways.. I wore this today to church! ^^

Enjoy the oh so long post.. ByE! =D

~XxXxXx~

nicole

Marriage?!

2009-05-30T07:38:00.005+08:00

I've become a monster..

Okay.. Maybe not.. Considering the fact that I still look HOT! :P

I jst got back from God knows where.. Its like 7.44am and I'm here blogging..

And guess what's worst?!

I'm like going out in 2 hours..

I'm such a busy woman..
Today's outing will go on till arnd 9?

Say good bye beauty sleep and hello eye bags..

Owell! I'm gonna have fun babeh! =D

Camwhoring sessions..

Jeremy will be bringing some girls frm his church..

*sceptical*

I hope I get along well with them.. ;)

Who'll be there?

Brandy, Joshua, Jeremy, Wen Chun *Alex*, Hevin and his sisters, Vicknesh, Ee-wei, Dione, Gurls frm Jeremy's church and i'm not sure who else..

Is Prasad and Ridz going? :S

Okay... Nevermind..

We'll get to that later..

So... They can't decide on what to watch yet..

= Dilemma much.. Cos Jeremy apparently watched x-men alrd..

And Terminator Salvation according to Cheryl's sister is a disaster..

So whats left?

Chick Flicks!? =D

Whats been going on these days?

HAHAHAH!

Drama babeh!

Nicole ♥s her dramas.. ;)

Yes.. So I've known to be hella drama queen..

So what?

I shall say it again..

I ♥ Drama!

Haha...

The weird thing that happened on Friday..

While I was eating with this guy friend of mine..

He out of the blue commented on my boobies..

-.- You reli don't wanna knw what he said..

No. I'm serious.

You don't.

Fine fine.. I shall tell u then..

He said..

Babe.. You've got sexy boobs..

See I told u! Stop gagging.. -.-

And Galvin.. If ur reading this..

Stop that choking act or i'll literally kick u when school re-opens..

So..

My response to that was..

*kof kof* What!?
*laughters*

Thanks? *continues eating*

That was an awkward moment I tell u.. -.-

But then again..

:D I LOVE DRAMA!

If u can't take it..

Leave it..

U knw what they say.. If the music is too loud, you're jst old..

So.. If the drama is too much, you're jst boring.. ;)

Oh! Another announcement..

I'm going back to Seremban!

Hahaha.. I wanna see my gurls!!

Sharlyn.. You so hv to get something planned babe..

Make sure its a big crowd.. Bring the "boyfriends" too. :D

I've been missing u ppl heaps..

*squeels!*

Ok..

Another announcement..

Guess who's returning back to the mainland next week?

Haha..

Benjamin Chai..

He owes me popcorn!

I'm too lazy to blog already.. :)

I'll tty soon aites..

XOXO

♥Nicole♥

Short Hair.. =D

2009-05-29T16:05:00.003+08:00

Okay so I'm planning to cut my hair reli short.. X)

The picture above is my current hairstyle but my fringe is jst longer..

SO... Please vote on which hairstyle shld I go for..

1. Shld I keep my hair long and go for this hairstyle above?

*Long-curly*

2. Or shld I go for this semi short soft look hairstyle?
*semi-short*

3. Lastly.. Pixie-cut! ^^

Hahaha..

*pixie-cut*

Please vote..

Thanks..

Mother's Day..

2009-05-28T18:12:00.004+08:00

My Mom..
My Grandma..

My Grandpa..

My Grandparents.. =)

Me and Mom..

Me and Mom Again..

Haha.. Me and Granny.. *ppl say we look alike so they always think she's my mom and my mom is my sibling. -.-*

The three Generations.. ;)

Me and Grandpa..

I love the lightings..

So romantic..

Ok.. The whole family..

Enjoy the pictures.. =D

We ate at some vietnamese place for dinner..

Haha.. Nice place... And if the pictures are blurr... Blame the waitress.. :P

She wanted to get in the picture..

My mom was like... errrr...

Help us take the picture first pls...

LOL

I'm Home Baby.. (;

2009-05-28T17:03:00.005+08:00

I knw i hv been gone for long.. Blame school for giving us exams..

Hahaha.. Well whats been going on? I'll post later.. Now.. I'm having a dillema...

I'm trying to...

I'm trying to acheive the ideal waistline.. Haha..

Mine is a 25 inch right now.. and my WHR is 0.7..

WHR is where u take the size of ur waistline diveded by ur hip measurement..

I'm not even sure what is the ideal..

Do u knw whats the ideal waistline?

Pls comment in my cbox if u do.. ;)

With and ideal waistline.. I can wear anything and look fab..

Look at the red dresses below..

Damn I love the first one..

This is so nice... It accentuates the waist so well..

And the satin gives a soft touch to the body making it look slimmer..

Thats wat satin does..

Oh damn.. If i were to ever get married..

I'm so gonna hv to hv this gown...!

Who says i hv to go all old school..? ;)

Haha.. I did come to a conclusion where I kinda decided not to get married..

Well its still sort of an open decision..

It might change under circumstances.. =)

Why I decided?

Well tts cos.. I see marriages fail..

Not one marriage is spared..

Men change after marriage..

They treat their wives coldly..

Get bored of them and cheats on them..

They why marry in the first place right?

Hahaha.. How ironic..

owell..

From a gril who spoke of her dream wedding before this is sorta changing her mind.. X(

However..

Emphasise the fact tt its an OPEN decision.. :P

hahaha... I'm a girl who can't resist a beautiful gown, roses and a wedding party..

What more...

How can I refuse the man of my dreams if so he comes my way?

;) But one thing's for sure..

In the future.. I won't be the first one in the relationship to talk about commitment and marriages..

If things are going great at tt moment.. I wld jst like keeping it tt way..

Why change things? Right?

*nic*

Chances

2009-04-18T18:57:00.006+08:00

Where the hell is the chance card when I desperately need one?!

Life's been a bitch

Life's been unfair

Life's been mean

Life's been difficult

Life's been selfish

Life's been unforgiving..

Life's been Hell..

When is the day of redemption?

Finally 16

2009-03-30T14:31:00.002+08:00

Oooh Yeah.. I'm finally 16..
hahah it wasn't as bad as i thought it wld be..
Aaaa now i'm a day closer to being another yr older.. O_O
*shoots self*
lol.. I'll blog about my bday dinner another day..

Muahhh..

I love 29 March 2009 the best..

He says he loves her..

She says she loves him..

He made her smile..

The most memorable day of her life..

Last Day..

2009-03-28T15:18:00.001+08:00

Its my final day of being..
Its so hard growing up..
I'm afraid to grow up mostly because I'm afraid to face the future.. The responsibilities and the obstacles i must face.. A whole new year.. This is scary.. Yikes..
I wanna be a li'l girl again.. The girl who worried bout nothing..
Who smiled genuinely..

*quotes Joshie (goat)- hakuna matata..*

When I turn 16..

~I'm gonna be a changed person..
~I'm gonna forgive all the ppl tt hurt me and angered me..
~I'm gonna live a life i'll nvr forget..
~I'm gonna make new memories..
~I'm gonna love every minute of it..

*prays- pls make this yr of me being 16 the best yr of my life..

Hevin's doing lol

2009-03-28T14:50:00.002+08:00

Joshua-Suprised
Wen Chun- Happy
Nicole- Hysterical
Ian- Cautious
Brandon- Ecstatic
Jeremy- Mischievous
Vicky= Lovestruct
Hevin- Sad.. (-_-) don't be sad la dei..
Brandon2-Frightened

X) random

2009-03-28T13:46:00.002+08:00

Update!

2009-03-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

Weee I went back to sban on Friday and got myself a new phone for me bday.. Decided to go

with W705.. =D

Yeap.. This baby is mine.. Ruby Red! My fave colour.. X) oh well..

back to topic..

On Saturday came up to KL and went to SG Wang with dad n step mom..

Gawd of all places.. -___- *shoots self in the head*

Ok.. So i was so bored i texted most of the time i was there while my dad did his shopping in lala land.. And suddenly he decided to get a camera.. Hahahaha his wife is a rel joker i tell u..

She tested out the camera clearity by taking a pic of my dad's nose to see if its clear enough to spot the pores n blackheads. Then when she cld see all the pores n stuff she said eeeee and started laughing like crazy n called him strawberry nose..

Lol.. Damn swt la she..

My dad was like cartoon larh u.. Sooo...

After all tt.. We went to Avenue K in Ampang.. A new shopping mall..

*my advice- pls don't go there.. Its lonely and quiet. On top of tt.. Its freaking empty.. -__-"

We ate at Ah Yat Abalone..

Dad called three abalones and sharkfin egg tart.. Oh and Seafood scallop noodle and Ah Yat's special fried rice with dried scallops.. Oh and one red bean tong yuen for me.. ^^

Seriously tt place is a waste of money.. The rice wasn't great but i loved the noodles..

Hmm... Guess wat! U knw one small dried abalone can cost u about 5769! *faints*

Lol ur like eating 2 Xperias.. Wat a waste of money.. *the fact tt when I say its a waste of money reli means its a waste of money* I don't reli say tt often do I.. haha...

Dad was asking me bout my love life for the first time in my life.. Had a shock.. *cardiac arrest*

lol..

He makes me smile like no other..

He makes my heart beat like nvr before..

He makes my world go round..

xoxo

Wedding Bells..

2009-03-19T21:38:00.004+08:00

You must be wondering.. Wth so random..

Ya.. I was thinking bout weddings..
Don't judge.. Most girls think bout all these kinda things okay.. =P

So.. I was hoping tt my future wedding will take place at a beautiful garden..

With a rose petal walkway..

Sunny Morning.. Shady maple trees...

My future husband waiting at the pulpit and then I walk down the aisle accompanied by my father.. With Canon in D being played.. *violin n piano*

Aaaaa So romantic.. X) k laa...

Dun wanna crap adi.. buh bye..

Someone Once Told Me..

2009-03-19T21:08:00.003+08:00

To let my heart decide..

To learn from the past and start anew..

To never give up..

To never regret..

To never lose hope..

So I'm not letting go...

LOL part of ystdays post.. =)

2009-03-19T21:01:00.003+08:00

-_-" i look awfully weird!

Introducing the dawg from Hotels for Dogs.. =)

See! Its Joshie's identical twin! =D :X

Would You Be There by Redwan Ali

2009-03-19T21:00:00.000+08:00

WOULD YOU BE THERE

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.

If I feel good, would you slow dance with me,
And touch my lips with tender loving care,
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
And never look back..

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there..

If I am away, would you still think of me,
And wished that you could hold me now.
Would you die for me, would you run with me,
All the way ...

Would you be there to love, to be with me?
Would you swear that your love is always true?
Would you say that you'll always be the one,
to take my breath away?

Would you be there

I know what love is

2009-03-19T20:49:00.003+08:00

I was forgotten
Until you called my name
Lost in the shadows
Until you shined your light my way
Now I believe again
In all my dreams again
I'm wide eyed and innocent
Those doubting days
Are so far away and oh

I will fall
And you will catch me always
Time has taught me this
I will fly
And you'll be there to guide me
Straight up to my heart's highest wish
I feel you close to me
And I know what love is

Now there's no mountain
Too high for me to climb
No ocean so wide
That I could not reach the other side
Now I believe in me
Cause you live and breather in me
And nothing can come between
We are one star
No nigh can darken, Oh

I will fall
And you will catch me always
Time has taught me this
I will fly
And you'll be there to guide me
Straight up to my heart's highest wish
I feel you close to me
And I know what love is

It's an unspoken thing
A quiet opening
There are no words that can go that deep
But I know
I know

I will fall
And you will catch me always
Time has taught me this
I will fly
And you'll be there to guide me
Straight up to my heart's highest wish
I feel you close to me
And I know what love is

He thought me a whole new meaning to love..

Why am I feeling so jiwang? :S

Ur My Whole Life

2009-03-19T20:30:00.002+08:00

I heard a few lines frm a song tt was reli meaningful..

U're my whole life..

U're my whole world..

I can't seem to believe the way I feel about u..

He makes my heart beat abnormally..

He makes it so hard to breathe..

He makes me smile..

He means everything to me..

oh....

2009-03-18T23:54:00.001+08:00

My cookies turned out too sweet for my liking.. Only brandy n wen chun tried.. =(
lol Though brandy was like teasing me i oso dunno wats his comment.. WC said it was okay.. o_O hahah n again bye.. i'm too lazy to type alrd.. lol

♥18 MARCH♥

2009-03-18T21:06:00.002+08:00

Warning.. Post may be lame.. I hv no mood and I'm exhausted..

Haha okay.. Sooo.. I went to Pavillion today..
Above are the pictures of the gurls tt went..

Dione, Me & Ee Wei.. the gurl who isn't in the pic is Ridzuana..

Lol tts because she went dating with Prasad at pizza hut.. Haha

The guys tt went- Brandon, Joshua, Jeremy, Prasad, Wen Chun *WC*

So everyone met up at the train station at 10+ besides WC cos he had tuition..

After Jeremy came we left for Pav..

Oiyo.. *silently regrets wearing the heels*

We walked frm Jln Hang Tuah until the end of Times Square.. There was a guy who kept staring at me. OMG creepy.. I finally gave up walking so..

I took a cab with ee wei brandy and dione..

I paid RM10 jst for the short trip.. nvm...

Okay so we reached Pav.. We were waiting for Joshie, Prasady, Jery and Ridzuana..

Brandy was complaining bout hving to peeeeee but he still waited for all of them.... LOL! Hw sweet.. :O

Later we went to buy the tickets for the movie Dragon Ball.. And I went to Times to buy Dave Pelzer books for my mom..

Everyone shld read it.. Its an autobiography of an abused child.. Definitely a story worth reading..

PS: Thnx Josh for holding my heavy bag till movie started and Thnx Jeremy for holding my jacket till the end of the day.. X)

Waited for Wen Chun to arrive and when he finally did he told us to meet him at the enterance..

This was the weird thing.. All of us were at the enterance but no one cld spot him.. I think he was hiding.. So finally we found him.. He was wearing the Key Ng shirt i got him.. He looked good.. *sparkles with joy* I hv great taste.. =D Thank ME!!! :P

So we were finding for food and when we finally reached the place.. We had to rush off for the movie alrd.. *sighs* so we skipped lunch..

We quickly bought pop corn n snacks n drinks and rushed in to the cinema..

I sat at seat number 7. I'm the lucky 7.. Muahhahah.. Sat beside Wen Chun and Prasad..

Wen Chun and I were sharing this large popcorn and we couldn't finish it so it ended up being passed arnd to everyone.. hahaha.. Dragon Ball was okay.. Not exactly phenomenal but okay.. After movie we went for LUNCH at KFC..

Me and Ee-Wei shared mashed potatoes! Dione ate ice-cream.. O_O The guys ate burgers as usual..

PS-

Thanks Wen Chun for holding my bag from after the movie till the end of the day.. :P

After lunch walked to Speedy and some other places and finally decided to Walk ALL the way back to times Square...

So I was walking in my wedges and felt that my legs were about to break any time.. LOL

We finally reached Times Square and we still had to WALK to the train station!! I swear the sun was frying my skin.. I've officially turned BROWN! Cooked.. I bet i taste good.. LOL... Oh Well..

BUT..

It was worth the walk.. =)

Boarded the train and reached Bkt Jalil station.. We were all sitting arnd the station while waiting for Ee-Wei's mom to arrive.. Brandy started his lame jokes.. Joshie started being CRAZY!..

Wen Chun and I were spotting clouds tt looked like animal.. I saw one tt looked like a fish but he said it looked more like a dinassaur.. I do agree.. The cloud did look like the dinassaur with 3 horns on the face.. LOL

Oh oh!!! I spotted another cloud tt looks like a Tarrantula <-*is tt how u spell it? S:* and another like a Dolphin.. =D Great adventure rite.. *this is wat ppl do when they're bored or maybe its jst me.. i dunno* o_O

Finally Ee-Wei's mom came and I left.. I was late for tuition.. I went one hour late.. LOL..

But still! I was exhausted but I went okay.. Agree tt I'm hardworking! :)

k laaa...
I'm darn tired.. BUH BYE! =D

lotsaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ nicole =D!

I learnt to believe..

2009-03-18T20:58:00.002+08:00

I learnt to believe I deserve the best and so much better..
I learnt to believe that I'd find a guy who'd love me the way I'm prepared to love him..
I learnt to let go of the past..
I learnt to accept what the future has for me..
I learnt to realise so much more..
I learnt to know when a guy is sincere or when he isn't..
I learnt to know when a guy really loves me or when he doesn't..
I learnt to accept the hardships and heartaches..

It is because of my past that..
It has made me who I am today.. Wiser than ever before..

Tell Me You Love Me..♥

2009-03-18T20:55:00.002+08:00

There Are Some Things Guys Should Always Do For Girls. Period.

0. There are always exceptions to this list. The foundational exception is when you actually talk to the her and she says something different than what is included within this list. These suggestions don't provide you with the holy grail of dating or offer you the Ten Commandments for the Ladies Man, they're simply a push in the right direction for being a gentleman.

1. Open doors when possible - whether it be to a building or the passenger car door. the classic example that's stood the test of time.

2. When in a place of worship (or other places that have aisles and pews), if a man is at the end of the pew, when exiting he should stand in the aisle and let all the females go before him. (This seems odd to some people, yet normal for others. If you don't get it, don't worry about it, okay?)

3. A man should tolerate the occasional chick flick, musical, opera, or ballet - whatever her preference is - *without* complaining about it! (Because the guy may just like it.)

4. Play one of the songs that would make any woman weep like the little girl she once was (but in a good way). A brief list includes, but certainly isn't limited, to:
"You & Me" by Lifehouse
Anything by Frank Sinatra
Any rendition of "Everything I Do, I Do it for You"
"Collide" by Howie Day
"Out Of My League" by Steven Speaks
And MOST IMPORTANTLY "Question" by the Old 97's (if you propose to a girl with this song, she is putty in your hands).
("Putty in your hands" is not meant to promote "using women" in any way. This group does not encourage guys to be polite in order to get her into bed.)

5. Talk! The strong & silent bit goes from intriguing to boring quite fast.

6. Find out what her favorite flower is and buy them for her randomly (regardless of the situation you might be in). A simple yet profound truth: a single rose says more than dozens of anything else. (I encourage the women to not allow a guy to "prove himself worthy" through gifts and flowers and such. Trust is a precious thing and it should take a good chunk of time before he gains it back in your heart.)

7. If you miss her, or love her, TELL HER! Even your friends like to hear it every now & again.

8. Re-enact Zales commercials (the ice is nice but certainly not mandatory).

9. Remember: the best gifts you can give are usually free of cost.

10. Leave a note (or send a message) just to say "hi".

11. Ask her questions about herself.

12. Dress nice every once & a while. Any girl likes to see her brother/friend/boyfriend/etc. in a well-ironed button-up with some nice slacks.

13. PRIDE & PREJUDICE ...that's all I have to say about that (I mean, that should speak for itself). (It's even more impressive if he has read the book.)

14. Tolerate small children as best you can. Meaning, put up with the things that can get annoying. They're children, after all. Show them love and care, teach them how to become a better man than you. (You were once extremely irritating. Get over the obnoxious kids and enjoy getting down to their level - not "for her", but for the good of yourself and others.)

15. Learn to dance! There is nothing sexier than a man who can dance really well. If God did not bless you with the grace of Fred Astaire, at least put forth the effort, it will be greatly appreciated. Always slow dance (even if it's just like you danced in middle school). Also, men, sing to a lady. Even if you're terrible, suck it up! They love to listen to it and will not care what you sound like. It's the thought that counts on this one. Unless you're just downright terrible, nothing sexy about that. Haha, thanks, Jade!

16. Kiss her on the forehead.

17. When she's sick, stay up with her. If you can cook (which is *always* a plus), make her some soup. If you can't cook, there's Campbell's soup at hand for you.

18. Pretend to throw her in the pool (or fountain/pond). If you really do throw her in, you'd better jump in yourself. **NOTE** There are some women who just hate this apparently, so you had better do two things: 1) Never allow your buddies be a part of it if you're unsure of how she feels about getting thrown in and 2) You had better know how she feels about it!

19. Hold her hand while you talk, drive, or just for the heck of it (it's the small things that win you big points).

20. LOOK IN HER EYES, NOT AT HER CHEST!!!!!

21. Stupid jokes = awkwardly adorable moments.

22. Tickle her, tease her, let her tease you back without getting all bent out of shape about it.

23. Don't call her hot, or pretty, or cute; call her beautiful, because that's what she is. (I don't think cute is that bad, but definitely stay away from "hot" [it's so overused and superficial] and step "pretty" up to beautiful or gorgeous or stunning or captivating or...)

24. Offer her your jacket/sweatshirt. (Note: you may not see that particular item of clothing for a while, if ever again).

25. Don't be too proud to apologize.

26. It's not stalking to watch her sleep if you fall asleep watching a movie. It is stalking to watch her sleep if you're standing outside her window with night vision goggles.

27. When she feels at her worst, tell her she looks her best.

28. If you're trying to get more than friendship out of the relationship, take it slow and never rush her.

29. Just because you're a guy doesn't mean you are completely incapable of calling when you say you will, it just means you are highly incapable of it. There are few acceptable answers to, "Why didn't you call?", & being male is not one of them.

30. Don't check out other girls in front of your female friends/sisters/mother, unless you are sincere when you later ask them if you think she could introduce the two of you for more reasons than you "want to get some". Pull this in front of your girlfriend/fiancee/wife, she has every right to clock you in the jaw.

31. Guys - always offer to pay for the date. No matter how expensive it gets, especially if YOU asked HER on the date. [if she is willing to pay now and again, don't let your "man pride" get in the way of her wanting to give back to you. she should understand money can be tight - especially when you're always buying]

32. Always do everything in your power to keep her as happy as you can. And cheer her up in any way possible. [if she isn't always happy - and i've never met a girl who is - don't be afraid of her and don't be stupid and always, unquestioningly, blame it on PMS. be there WITH her when times are tough and she wants you there.]

33. When walking on the sidewalk, always walk on the outside near traffic. (So everyone has a different opinion for how this started. For some, it's because of the human waste that was getting thrown out the windows when this was happening a century ago. The woman walked under the overhangings extending from the buildings with the guy in the open to take the mess if need be. Others say it's from the guy's scabbard/sword being on his left with the woman walking on the right. As for today, it's the traffic and puddles and what-not. Whatever it is. It's just a courtesy thing, if it seems necessary.)

34. At least do everything in your power to keep cursing to a minimum while around her. If you can, cut it out period while around her, or cut it out of your vocabulary. Women don't want to hear it, guys don't care about it, adults don't want to hear it, it doesn't impress employers, and you sure won't want your children or someone else's to hear it!

35. Sometimes you have to take the initiative. Don't always wait for her to come to you, because if that's how it always is, you're going to lose her.

36. If any lady is walking alone to her car in a dark parking lot/garage, or is carrying a heavy load, always offer to help walk her to her destination and carry things, if not the entire load. **This may work a lot better and come off non-stalkerish if you at least know the girl you're trying to help. Haha thanks to a LOT of people on this revision.**

37. If a woman says no, let that be her final answer with maybe one question of confirmation after her first answer. Do not pressure or force her in any way after that. Don't make her give in to something she doesn't want to do.

38. Always be honest with her. No woman wants or likes a dishonest man. If you can't be honest with her, she can't trust you, and shows you don't trust her enough to be honest. Trust, honesty and integrity are just as an integral part of a relationship and just as important as love.

39. A man should always genuinely listen to women; no matter how bored or busy the man is. Actively listening to the woman will keep him from pain (and bring the man and woman closer together). This works best, of course, when both the man and the woman actively and equally engage in conversation (this includes listening). For the ladies reading this, please talk - always talk - especially if you are having problems with the relationship and to also avoid making bigger problems.

40. DON"T CHEAT ON HER. She'll find out one way or another. If it came to that, then you should sit down and discuss what's going wrong in your relationship instead of creating another wrong. Two wrongs don't make a right.

41. If you're in a crowded area where there are some people seated and others standing.....be sure to offer your chair to a woman.. she may decline, but at least you offered..

taken frm facebook.. =)

Nicole ♥

Baking Choc Chip Cookies

2009-03-17T22:22:00.001+08:00

I am baking cookies.. =D

Lingerie? strictly for the gurls! hahah

2009-03-17T16:34:00.005+08:00

Who says I can't buy lingerie? LOL

I've been itching to get my hands on La Senza's lingerie..

My gawd.. Beautiful i tell u..

Can't wait to go shopping..

I kinda got sick of pierre cardin.. So now moving on to LaSenza..

Oh Blush has nice stuff too..

Lets see the pichas! ^^

This is the bridal babydoll.. So nice rite.. =( ahhh itchy hands..

This is the Honeymoon Bustier by La Senza..

lol tts the garter

All my wants for this yr.. =D

He's my personal Heroin..

2009-03-17T15:11:00.002+08:00

Nicky In ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥...

Hushhh li'l baby..

Kiss Me Under The Rain...

Come Here & Take My Lip Gloss Off..

You Make Me Dizzy..

Tralaallalalalalala...

This is the ♥ Disease..

hahahahaha....

You make me wana la la..

=D omgness.. -_-"

crap i'm mad alrd.. lol

Agreed,, =D

2009-03-17T13:03:00.001+08:00

Hey Nicole- have you consistently ended
up with men who didn't see or bring out the
best in you?

Then take a deep breath- because you deserve
a man who sees you and can love and nurture
you the way you would him.

But what if you've found yourself with a series
of men who have been in some way negative,
abusive, critical or controlling, or in some way
seriously LACKING the kind of "relationship
skills" that are necessary for a fulfilling
relationship?

If so, it's possible that your own past, your
thoughts and feelings are actually ATTRACTING
the wrong men, and that you end up becoming
ATTACHED and staying in these kinds of
relationships for all the wrong reasons.

Your first step, if you're truly ready to put
and end to this cycle, is this:

Starting saying "No!" and radically reject
these kinds of hurtful behaviors from any
man.

Yes - there are creeps out there.

It's your job, and yours only, to say "No!"
and remove any man from your life who isn't
showing you he's worthy of your love and
attention.

But when you keep going on with hurtful
relationships... and you go through one
disastrous relationship after another... the
worst starts to happen for you.

It starts to try and turn you into someone
who acts fearful, protective and defensive
around any man you meet.

Things will only get worse for you if you let
the bad relationships from your past get into
the driver seat when you finally meet a guy
you could have a healthy relationship with.

~Just So You Know~

2009-03-17T12:32:00.002+08:00

[My Current Fav Most Related To My Life Song] ^^

i shouldn't love you but i want to
i just can't turn away
i shouldn't see you but i can't move
i can't look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know

it's gettin hard to
be around you
theres so much i can't say
and do you want me to hide the feelings
and look away

and i dont know how to be fine when i'm not
cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know

this emptyness is killin me
i'm wonderin why i've waited so long
lookin back i realize it was always there to be spoken
now i'm waitin here
been waitin here

just so you know
this feelings takin control
of me and i can't help it
i wont sit around
i can't let him win now
though you should know
i've tried my best to let go of you
but i don't want to
i just gotta say it all before you go
just so you know .....

★Adam Lambert★

2009-03-06T00:17:00.006+08:00

♥I swear I'm in LOVE! ♥

Listen to this guy sing.. Oh my goodness.. He makes my heart go wild..
A voice of an angel.. He makes my heart melt.
Oh goodness.. I'm head over heels for Adam Lambert.. LOL
Did u listen to his previous performance?! U heard the begining when he said satisfaction?
OMG it almost killed me.. He took my breath away..
haha.. U knw wat? I shouldn't ellaborate..
Support him.. He's phenomenal..

*writen by jst another ordinary someone.. =)*

-_-

2009-03-04T22:38:00.002+08:00

what a dumb day..
I had tarik tali competition today..
*stop laughing ok!* I'm strong! ^^
Yeah so we lost first round, won 2nd round and lost third round..
-__-" goodness me so now we hv to fight for 3rd or 4th place..
So yeah during the break after the 2nd round, I went to get my water..
After drinking i was jst about to walk back to the tarik tali place when a boy out of no where ran n bangged onto me n i think i flew for abit and landed on my waist... -_-"
Oh well now i hv a huge bruise on my knee, cuts on my hand and a long scratch on my waist..
Damn i almost wanted to scold the guy but he was jst form 1.. lol
So nvm la.. I jst went back and continued with the tarik tali and didn't even bother washing the cuts..
Damn pain la the friction agaisnt the cuts..

Nvm.. Nicole is strong! =D
I was pretty shocked tt our team cld even beat our opponent once..
U shld hv seen the size of the people there..
Fooyoohhhh...
double our size..
But nvm la.. at least we tried eventhough we lost..

Ahhh wtv..
I'm sleepy and i'm crapping bout my lame day..
Shut up larh nicole..

kkkkk
BYE readers!
muahhhhhhhhhhh! ^^

P.S.- nicole: a gurl in lurve! hahaha

its so hard..

2009-03-02T22:05:00.002+08:00

Its so hard missing someone..

Its very hard loving someone so much...

Its extremely hard falling head over heals for a guy and finding out he doesn't feel the same way..

Falling in love is easy but keeping the love alive isn't..

One rule to love:

Never give up no matter what.

Shall I fall in love again?
Shld I give love another chance?

*confused*

Why is true love so hard to find?
Am I trying too hard?

*heartbroken???*

urghhh damn it..

2009-02-28T13:41:00.004+08:00

Well, cheryl here . (:

I got nicole's password & email . Wohoo .

okay im mad .

anyway , nicole has not been updating her blog for quite sometime .

well , so im here to sabotaj her blog .

NICOLE IS A PIGG .!

nicole is crazy .

nicole is a tutu .

ignore me . lalala

weishern is mad .

Cheryl rawks .

Nicole sucks .

PLS UPDATE YOUR BLOG NICOLE !!! (:

GO GO GO.

Stop blowing your hair . ! :P

wooHOOO.HOOO

nicole said her hair bakar d .

omfg? is she mad?

nevermind crazy people stays alike .

say hi to cheryl while say bye to nicole .

there..

2009-02-15T18:56:00.003+08:00

DIRECTION : Once you`ve been tagged, you have to write a post with 16 random things, habits, or goals about you. At last, choose 5 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

1. I love cocktail dresses

2. I love alcoholic drinks.. :X

3. I soooo damn love shopping.. I'm sure everyone knws tt. :P

4. I am always fashionably late for everything.

5. I will get my driving license next year! ^^

6. I love Chinese history..

7. I like kids.. And i've picked out nice names... ;) -> Averlyn, Kaitlyn, Chloe, Shawn, Ryan, Noel

8. I hv a fetish for collarbones.. =D

9. Oh and broad shoulders!

10. I love the camera!

11. I like attention.. :P

12. I want to be untanggled from all my problems..

13. I want to knw who loves me the most..

14. I hope to find the perfect man..

15. I will always need _________ in my life..

*anybody who reads this post is tagged and why? cos I don't wanna pick 5 specific ppl.. =)*

my blog, my post, my wish la.. =D

HAPPY B'DAY!

2009-02-15T18:48:00.002+08:00

Woit! :P Happy 16th B'day Furby a.k.a. Ong Kaa Wei..!
May all the Best be with u..

Okay so today sucks.. And I'm not talkint bout it..
My mood is going bonkers..
I think I'm PMS-ing..
*poor ppl who gets it frm me..*
LOL

Anyways..
*hearts*
Muaaaaaaaaaaaahh!
:*
*hugs*
I like chocolates. :P

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

So the day has arrived..

This yr has been pretty lonely.. =

But yeah I had a good day..

I had someone to accompany me throughout the whole day..

And every other day as well.. lol

My agenda today:

Came home from a long day at school..

Changed into a huge tshirt after a long long bath..

Came online to blog for a while..

Watched sad dramas n cried..
Sadly I didn't hv ice cream.. =(

Well I was texting the whole day..

Talked to Cheryl for a while online..

Okay so now u must be wondering..
Nicole? Alone for V Day?
Impossible.. But yeah I'm freaking serious tt was my agenda..
Depressing much? lol
Yet I wouldn't complain..
I had someone to talk to so it wasn't as bad as I thought it wld be..
It jst feels weird when things suddenly changes so fast..
One moment ur this n the next ur tt..

How to explain?
Nvm.. I shall jst bury the emotions deep down.. :)

Let me make this short..

HAPPY VALENTINE'S PPL...

X)

2009-02-14T14:34:00.001+08:00

Starlight Starbright.. :X

Failed
Success

*i look so weird..* :S

2009-02-08T01:13:00.002+08:00

=) Nicole & Jeremy

oh swt..

U can nvr get these kinda friends anywhere..

lol

Friends who call u shortie and teases u all the time but is there for u everytime u fall to pick u up..

Btw to the guy on the left in the 3rd picture.. Tts Wen Chun..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! =D

One day out to Jogoya, Starhill coming up! :)

nice le.. :p

2009-02-08T00:55:00.000+08:00

nice le.. :P
Envy my msn! hahaha

yay

2009-02-03T16:11:00.004+08:00

I made some icons.. Hw cool! ^^

Envy.. :P

crazy day..

2009-02-02T23:11:00.005+08:00

U see tt spot at the boob area? wait.. shooot..

Stop lookin!!! Woi internet harrasment!

lol cheryl sprayed water.. -_-"

Okay so we went lala style.. X)
2nd attempt: success! ^^

1st attempt: failed.. =(

hahahaha lala 2! X)

omigosh?! ecstasy.. -_-

Sharon's self potrait.. =)

Us again! ^^

Before Cheryl left.. =D

O_O

Yay! hahhaha

okay..

So Cheryl joined my BM tuition.. ^^

YAY got another friend.. Oh well so she came over to my hse n then called Sharon over..

Sharon was lateeeeeeeee.. *grins* :p

So we came n talked n talked n talked like mad..

We had pillow fight session while talkin to wen chun on the phone..

lol.. and well.. we CAMWHORED..

I think tts quite obvious.. So no nid to elaborate adi.. Buh bye! ^^

TODAY! =D

2009-02-01T20:44:00.003+08:00

L-R: Ee Wei, Me and Jo Lynn.. =)

the randoms..

So after first tuition ee wei n jolynn came over to my hse since there was a 30 min break..

Hahaha... They stole so many banana chips..

Tsk tsk tsk..
in the end.. we ended up bringing all of the chips to tuition.. *mod maths*

Eeeeeeeeekkk...

I seriously find Add Math easier than Mod Math..

I can NEVER do MoD MATH!

Omg la..

Seriously..

-______________-""""""

k la lazy to update.. LOL

go read la..

Weird

2009-01-30T17:40:00.003+08:00

Movie based on me?
X) damn i look so fierce there like gangster oni..
BEWARE.. :P

OMG u wouldn't believe wat i'm doing..

I'm listening to Brandon n Wen Chun n Hevin n Prasad n Siew Hong n Josh n Ezra n Wei Shern

SING!

~hahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhaha~

*ROFL*

U shld hear it..

I'll try to post the singing up as soon as I can.. =)

Rite now.. I gtg..

I'm a li'l sick today..

*puke*

I think its due to all the CNY food..

LOL

OKAY!

bye.. =)

Just for Wen Chun

2009-01-28T17:28:00.005+08:00

Introducing the one in RED.. He's Wen Chun..A clearer picture of him.. *he's the one on the left..*

~picture credits taken frm jon's blog~

Now i dunno wat to say alrd.. LOL
Erm...

He used to bully me alot.. Well now hardly alrd la..

He's VERY perasan.. :p

*so am I*

Basicly he's a nice guy.. Quite the down to earth..

Has a mischievious look..

Super tall.. Has broad shoulders...

Loves eating FOOD.. -_-"

*eh wen chun.. i dunno wat to write la.. Now I sound like i'm promoting a gigolo*

LOL!

Anyways.. As I was saying..

He's someone I treassure alot.

I'm glad to hv him in my life n more than happy to hv met him..

He's a very good friend of mine..

He's always there to listen n to comfort me..

Its quite fun texting him..

He's quirky in his own special way..

Funny sometimes..

He can be quite sweet when he wants to..

LOL

And he's actually not tt mean when u reli get to knw him..

WEN CHUN!

Stop the macho act alrd..

:P

U're like a li'l cuddly bunny inside.. :)

He's jst mean n macho cos he has too much ego to admit the soft side of him.

Almost all guys are like tt.. lol

*oh no'z!*

(he's so gonna kill me for writing tt..)

~smacks u wen chun.. What u mean wth?~

I knw u said tt.. Stop being rude while reading my blog.. :P

~i'll continue another time when the inspiration returns ok?~

Take care..

*hug*

*jst so u knw.. I m writing this post because.. I OSO DUNNO WHY LA..*

skip skip skip...

P.S.- U owe me lunch n shopping SCB.. :P

*gleaming smile*

Brandy

2009-01-28T15:58:00.003+08:00

BRANDY

To my beloved Brandy..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETIE! X)

I'm too lost for words..
I don't knw hw to start..

Okay lets start frm hw we got to knw each other..

It was one day where i was talkin to Kiran, Benjamin, Keng Yen n all they introduced me to him.

The first thing he said was..

Did somone spray perfume..?

*looks arnd*

Can u imagine.. -_-" I didn't knw wat to say so I jst ignored his question..
Hey don't blame me.. I was new n shy.. LOL

Then I rmbr one day when I stayed back for rumah merah.
I was siting alone watching my brother play handball, and suddenly he came n initiated a convo..

okay so now u get the idea..
tts hw we got to knw each other..

I wasn't exactly close to him after some time.. And time flew..
2yrs passed.. And here we are in the same class..
4D.. Being the craziest possible..
LOL
We always get scolded for making so much noise..

What bliss.. haha.. So lets sum it up alrd alrite..
He's a great friend..
He's mad..
He laughs n snorts which is reli cute LOL
He gets reli tensed when it comes to an interesting topic..
He's reli funny sometimes..
He's one of the people tt painted my empty canvas n made it so beautiful..
(figure of speech meaning he came into my life n made it beautiful)

Oh well.. I dunno wat life wld hv been without him.. =)

Have a great 16 birthday BRANDY!

~hugs~

Morning look.. =0

2009-01-28T15:02:00.007+08:00

My possible new header.. X)
Omigosh! X.x crazyness.. lol

there.. the randoms.. X)

taken at 6.58am lol

My oh my goodness morning look.. taken at 6.45am

i m screwed.. lol

2009-01-28T14:05:00.002+08:00

How much of your teenage life have you messed up ?

[x] Gotten detention. (like a million times)
[x] Gotten your phone taken away in class. (jst the other day)
[ ] Gotten suspended.
[x] Gotten caught chewing gum. (almost every Maznah's class last yr..)
[x] Gotten caught cheating on a test. (once)

Total: 4

[x] Arrived late to class more than 5 times. (hahahah)
[x] Didn’t do homework over 5 times. (i nvr ever did my homework..)
[x] Turned at least 3 projects in late (like every project)
[x] Missed school cause you felt like it. (obviously)
[ ] Laughed so loud you got kicked out of class.

Total: 4

[ ] Got your mom / dad etc. to get you out of school. (they were called to school though.. =\)
[x] Texted people during class. (vicky, joshy, brandy n jeremy! ^^)
[x] Passed notes.
[x] Threw stuff across the room. (hisham punished me for tt! =_=)
[x] Laughed at the teacher. (who ask him to scratch his crotch?! tsk...)

Total: 4

[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm (i want to though)
[x] Went on myspace , facebook , xanga , etc. on the computer at school. (i even played CS on pu3's library comp)
[x] Took pictures during school hours. (hahaha all the time..)
[x] Called someone during school hours. (yeap lol!)
[x] Listened to an iPod , CD , etc. during class. (erm mp3 counts rite)

Total : 4

[x] Threw something at the teacher. <-Not on purpose... (i think it happened b4)
[x] Went outside the classroom without permission. (i walked out on Hisham's class..)
[ ] Broke the dress code. (hahaha i wld hv if we didn't hv to wear uniforms!)
[x] Failed a class.
[x] Ate food during class. (yeap ^^)

Total: 4

[x] Gotten a call from school. (yeah.. *rolls eyes*)
[ ] Couldn’t go on a field trip cause you behaved badly.
[x] Didn’t take your stuff to school. (wat else do i need besides myself n my brain? -_-)
[x] Gotten a detention and didn't go. *i used to skip it all the time*
[x] Stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking. (hahhaaha)
[x] Cursed during class loud enough so the teacher could hear.. (omg i rmbr shouting motherfucker out loud! *embarassed*)

Total: 5

[x] Faked your parents signature (once)
[x] slept in class. (every school day.. P.S.-vicky stop calling me when i'm asleep in class..)
[x] cursed at a teacher to their face. (can't rmbr which teacher..)
[x] Copied homework. (who doesn't? )

Total: 4

Final Total: 10

Multiply by 3

29x3=87

I have messed up 87% of my teenage life.

Oh so late post..

2009-01-22T23:08:00.010+08:00

Okay so one of those days.. Me, Megan, Chia Sing and Christine had an all girls outing.. It had been reli long since one of those outtings happened..

LOL..

It was at Sunway..

Pity, Christine left b4 lunch..

We had lunch at Zanmai n TADA!

my fave!:

Strawberry Parfait!

Then later on Chia Sing brought us to eat shaved ice cream.. Weee!

2nd ice cream of the day for me n megan n 3rd for chia sing..

Me and Meg fooling arnd.. LOL

Me promoting ice cream.. n wow my phone looks cool here.. LOL

Well this is the end picha..

Look damn fat ! O_O aaaaaa

omg i rmbr chia sing told me bout her hvin to help her mom buy BUTTER!

She told me the butter costs 40bucks plus..

I swear I cld hv killed the living life out of a freaking cow for giving such expensive milk tt created such butter..

=_= Then only she told me it was a few blocks.. TSK!

Okay lets talk bout Christmas Day..

we all went to KLCC.. I was in Hao Yee's car with Morris and Hao Min..

LOL i was kononnya supposed to lead the way..

And in the end.. I jst hid behind Morris cos I totally forgot hw to get there..

Went to Hao Min's hse before going to KLCC though..

This was outside ROOM.. They had this huge reflective glass thing n we took pictures..

LOL.. X) Me and Megan..
And then drama begun..

Morris called Megan n told us all tt they were stuck in some fire escape thing..

So we took a video of them screaming n stuff.. Me and Jon did the grand oppening of freeing them..

HAHA!

It was a cool day.. =)

Anyways.. here's a random picture! ^^

Crazee cheryl n Me..
I jst came back frm s'ban.. I had my reunion so tts the cheongsam..

picha from skewl lol..

2009-01-22T22:42:00.004+08:00

ok so it started with jeremy taking out his gel after pj..

LOL so i kinda styled his hair.. *u see a bottle and a mirror?*

lol tts how vain he is..

And I Camwhored with Vicky Kandasamy..

And Brandy got bored n styled DRAGON BALL style.. LOL
Humourous..

I love my class.. Hell no I won't regret meeting ppl like them..

They even got me 4 extra marks for maths..

Aww thnx Joshua n Vicky! X)

*hearts*

peace out..

nicole

a turn in life

2009-01-21T23:03:00.004+08:00

sometimes when life takes a new course..

It's not necessarily a bad thing..
God has a plan for us..

Just as we walk rite He will make a way..

When a heart breaks..

It wld nvr be properly healed..

Pictures can be burnt..

But memories won't..

A smile can be plastered..

But the genuity can be lost..

A person cn tell u she's happy..

And yet inside she's breaking..

*Why is love so cruel n hurt so genuine?*

[i will get through this i promise..=)]

nicole

I <3 him

2009-01-21T16:30:00.004+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:
Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you.

~~

2009-01-18T18:18:00.003+08:00

Nice le.. :P

Its a J for Jeremy..

I drew it in class the other day..

It was so freaking boring.. lol..

Yes adore me..

I'm gonna be an arts major some day.. ^^

But of cos its only side bussiness..

I'm here to tell u,

I'm back..

I've seen the schools back in s'ban and i've made up my mind..

*i'm not telling* =)

Right.. So yeah.. i n my aussie cousins met up..

My uncle jst found out i was a both hander and was so amused.. -_-"

o well.. I slept on my red couch in my 2nd room..

I slept at 4 as i was expressing my deepest feelings..

I wonder why some ppl jst don't get things.. They don't understand n stuff..

ahhh wtv..

I wore a cheongsam and i met up with someone! ^^

*woots*

It was like a fantasy in a car. *nvm if u don't get me.. XP*

kkk i'm bored.. bye bye! *>*

X)

2009-01-17T13:39:00.002+08:00

sooo.... as i was saying..

[keeping my word to update..]

today was exam day! ^^

Omg.. first time in my life i actually thought tt english was kinda hard.. lol

Owell.. Bm was kacang putih.. n Maths.. *screams*

I dunno how to do no. 3.. ='( i was trying n trying n trying i still dunno wat the shit was the answer for q.. y=(3x-k) find q.. wad shit is this? i got the answer of some q=square sign y-3x over k.. wtv lar...

I'm gonna leave for s'ban alrd..

I'm planning to move..

Don't knw but i jst hate this place rite now..

The joy isn't here anymore..

I'm not sure yet but yeah.. It depends if i'm coming back anot..

*xoxo*

I'm back..

2009-01-15T22:09:00.003+08:00

Yes Nicole is back! Love me now?!
X)I knw u've all been missing me..

hahhaa let me tell u why i haven't been blogging since like so many yrs ago..

Well my laptop gave up on me cos i was too hot i burnt the graphic card.. :X

Seriously wan... Then Dell sent a techician over to fix it a day b4 ystday..

Hmmm the technician is kinda cute.. lol But abit lalated larh..

I was joking with joshua *goat* tt i'll ruin my comp everyday so he'll keep comin over to fix it..

LOL this is like a fantasy of a pizza delivery boy only a li'l more professional..
Not bad eh.. But as reality seeps in.. I'd rather hv my computer than boys..
Hahahah.. boys are quite a pain in the arse.. *no offence* X)

Anyways.. Life is good.. it goes on n on n on.. yada yada yada.. ok update again another day larh.. ^^

luv yeah!

nicole

in s'ban

2008-12-10T01:22:00.003+08:00

okay things are starting to get a li'l hectic..
think my brain is gonna kaboom n expload into a million n 3 pieces..
rite now i don't even knw wat is rite and wat isn't anymore..
All the time i m so unsure of so many things..
=\

anyways.. i'm back in my dad's hse.. =D
i love the hse to bits..
I lovee my room! omg n the tv in der n this large screen desktop..
ahhh pure bliss..

OH! I cut my hair today..
And did I tell u before my dad is a frigging lala land leaer or something?
NO? Well i jst freaking found out he knws damn many teenage n 20++ la la guys.
And now i'm suspecting he's in a mob or something..
Well the called him boss n all.. Well its a gd thing in a way cos they do stuff for me... X) take my mag.. buy me chips n water.. get me mags.. weee..
Today at the saloon.. a few of em styled my hair n the probable 30+ yr old la la cut my hair..
Damn he's good.. ^^
I kinda like my hair.. But i kinda think its sorta short.. =\
But wtv it is back to topic bout the la la guys..
Most of them were good looking.. But what a waste..
LALATED TILL DEATH DO EM PART!
n well chinese speaking ppl..

=S at 1st they thought I was my daddy's gf! -_-"""
ewwwww....... i asked him if he was blind.. n he laughed n said ni hen ke ai..
O_O?

OH i realised tt s'ban lala guys are way hotter n civilised than kl lala guys.. :X
Well tts jst my opinion.. =D

And omg! u shld hv seen my dad's other lala friend's exotic fishes..
I thought the coy fish he rared was humongous till I saw the enormous DRAGON FISH!
Aaaaa Run for ur life i tell u.. I tot it was a shark or something man..
Ewww.. N he rared it in his car acessories shop thingy..
But the pond looks nice.. Jst tt the fishes looks like they r mutated!
Its like loch ness monster scandal experience..
Seriously its a MONSTER! Its as big as a std 3 kid wei..
And tt isn't the largest it can grow! @.@

K jst got into an arguement again with some ppl for the millionth time! Ugh~~~
Anways.. gdnight.. its late alrd.. =]

loves..
NICOLE

=)

2008-11-28T04:06:00.001+08:00

You Are a Coy Flirt!

You're not so much a flirt as the type of girl who draws flirts in

While you look like you're just relaxing, secretly you've got your game on

A little look here, a little wink there... you give men the encouragement they crave

And in return, they flirt up a storm with you - while you just sit and smile

What Kind of Flirty Girl Are You?

Really? :O

2008-11-27T21:33:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover

You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!

Not because you possess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.

You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be idealistic and passionate, and you make each moment memorable.

Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life.

By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is strong. So strong that you are often the love of many people's lives.

Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.

No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The X in The XO'z

2008-11-27T19:51:00.000+08:00

Your Kiss is Black

Your kisses are amazing. You put a lot of effort into your kissing technique.

You are a perfectionist, and you never leave any kissing detail to chance.

When you're kissing, you like to be in charge. You don't enjoy someone else taking the lead.

You know you're the best kisser. In fact, you're often disappointed by how other people kiss.

Kissing Type: Thoughtful

People See Your Kisses as: Amazingly unreal

You Kiss Best With: A Pink Kisser

Stay away from: A Green Kisser

What Color Is Your Kiss?

Make me fall in love again!

2008-11-10T03:18:00.003+08:00

Baby make me fall in love again..
Make me fall so hard there's no turning back..
Do me this one last favour..
I shall ask no more..

Where has this girl gone to..
What hv u turned me into?
Has this heart gone weary..?
This bitch isn't to be forgiven..
My heart is aching so bad..
Please cure this broken heart..

I do not want to forsake u..
So pls do not make me do..
I have gone so far away..
SO far u can't even see me or feel the way i feel..

My tears hv dried up..
My wounds are stiched..
Pls do not tear my heart apart again..
Its healing time..

Has favour changed its mind?
Has likings changed its taste?
Has fate turned away from us?

My love I can't stop loving u..
Every moment I think of u..
Every moment I see u..
I am only sure of 1 thing..
And I love u so..

But it jst isn't the same anymore..
I can't put it to words..
I've tried my best..
I've done all that I've done..
And now there's jst ntg left to do..

I can't stop loving u..
And yet I can't stop hurting..
Why does my heart ache this bad?
Why does it feel so shattered?
I love u bt what has happened to us..?
Times that we've spent togethe so precious I can't let go..
Times that we argued can't be forgotten..
Times that I told u I love u n u told me u Love me..
Those are the only words I live to hear...

Is there no turning back?
Is there no future?
Is this where it ends at the begining of a reconcilation?

~HATELOVE~

PS- I need to go away.. I need u.. I need him.. And most of all I need ME back!! I love u! I can't stop loving u..! Where hv u gone to? Please come back n make this all go away..
I knw i'm still sleeping..
I knw this is a nightmare..
Baby wake me up n tell me its all ok..
Hug me tight n nvrlet me go..
Tell me everything will be back to normal..
Please..

I can't go on living like this.. I just can't..
I can't let u go.. I can't stop myself from hurting!
But now..
I can't go on acting like everything's alrite..
I can't I can't I can't!!

~tears~

MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH U AGAIN!!

i like u yet i hate u..! [I love him]

bored

2008-11-07T19:04:00.001+08:00

now i am currently at starbucks mid valley waiting for my MOM to finish her meeting! omg larh.. so bored!! -______-""
Someone pls entertain me.. o_o
~cries~

tagged by rach

2008-11-03T21:13:00.002+08:00

Did you have any unread text messages this morning when you woke up?
yep frm cheryl n kevin

Whats your relationship with the person you last texted?
frenz

What are your plans for today?
nothing

Are you in a relationship, single, complicated, married, or engaged?
relationship

Do you wish someone would call you right now?
lol no ah..

Do you find piercings attractive on the opposite sex?
depends

What song are you currently listening to?
cheryl talking-_- lol

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
OF COS larh

Name something you dislike about the day you've had?
boredom

Is there anybody you're really disappointed in right now?
kinda

Do you miss someone?
of cos

If you could go to any place right now where would you go?
some place

If you are being extremely quiet what does that mean?
sad or thinking

What is the weather like today?
-normal?

Do you have anything to complain about?
lol not sure

Is your hair curly?
nope..

What are you going to do tonight?
online n sleep

Do you have a best friend?
yep of cos

What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
lol christmas n pressiez!

What are you going to do tomorrow?
schooling

If someone looked ON your bed, what would they find?
my blankie!

Will you be in a relationship 3 months from now?
Hmm tt will make kevinicole a yr! =D of cos..

Are you happy at the moment?
yes

What were you doing at 1am this morning?
Hmmm i was asleep cos i was too tired after my shopping spree! =D

Do you like to read?
YES! =D

You're in the hospital, who on your TOP friends comes to visit you?
lol dunno u go ask them larh..

If alcohol were banned, what would your reaction be?
Well I don't drink anymore.. maybe i won't care..

Yikes

2008-10-30T15:16:00.005+08:00

okay lets talk bout hairstyles for boys today.. =D

ehemz!

My top 3

Starting at 1..(my all time fave)

this is the punk rock style.. =)

so sophisticated n nice..^^

wahahahaha my fave..

okay.. at number 2..

this hairstyle is for scene guys.. =D hot rite hot rite!

Okay so go get urself tt haircut this holiday..!

shoo! wat are u waiting for..

heh heh.. last but not leaste..

at 3rd place is..

DAVID BECKHAM's CREW CUT!!!

don't only like the haircut.. x) *winks*

ok tts all for today.. =D

bb n tc!

6 gfts man shld nvr give a woman! X)

2008-10-30T03:57:00.002+08:00

Exercise equipment

Nothing says, "I think you could stand to lose weight" like a Stairmaster. The same goes for a set of barbells, a Pilates instructional video, or a gym membership. Even if she's talked about getting fit, this kind of gift will make her wonder whether you like her body the way it is.

If you really would like to see her exercising more, lead by example. Join the gym yourself. Chances are, when she sees how great you look and feel, she'll be inspired to join as well. You could also take up a physical activity you could do as a couple, such as cycling, jogging, or hiking. To increase the chances she'll get into it, pick an activity she's expressed interest in before. It should also be one you can do relatively easily. Don't decide to take up sea kayaking if you're two hours - drive from the ocean, for example, and don't pick one that you need a lot of expensive equipment to get started in.

Cookware
The subliminal message here is "Get in the kitchen and make me some supper, woman!" This is a bad gift even if she's expressed interest in cooking - or if you'd like her to. If you have a master chef for a girlfriend, it's especially important to pass on this kind of gift. It's likely she has everything she needs already, and most high-level cooks are picky about their equipment.

If you really would like to encourage her to cook more, start with some positive reinforcement. Praise the meals she does cook. If you tell her you see her as a great cook already, she's more likely to take more of an interest in the culinary arts.

A vacuum cleaner

The same goes for feather dusters, mops, bottles of Pine-Sol, oven cleaner, Lemon-Scented Joy, and any other household cleaning products. These gifts tell her that you see her as more of a maid than a girlfriend.

A puppy. Animal gifts are tricky. Sure, puppies and kittens are adorable - but they're also a lot of work. Food and vet bills can be expensive, and many pets require a change in lifestyle to take proper care of. For these reasons, it's best not to surprise your girlfriend with a new pet.

Part of the fun is choosing the pet yourself. If your girlfriend has told you she wants a dog or cat, offer to take her to the local animal rescue shelter instead and pay for the pet she picks.

Something you want for yourself. You know you've been tempted to buy her that subscription to Fly Fishing magazine, new set of golf clubs, or Playstation II. Don't do it! She'll see through it instantly.

Jewellery
Jewellery has a great deal more meaning for most women than other gifts. If you give the right one, she'll see it as a sign that you're the right guy for her. If you get it wrong, however, at best she'll laugh about it with her friends for ages. At worst, she could see it as grounds for doubt about the relationship. If you're going to give her jewellery, you'd better get it right the first time.

What makes giving jewellery so difficult is that every woman has distinct tastes. The jewellery you pick could be too chunky, too eccentric, too classic, too delicate, too cheap-looking or expensive-looking for her. Some women never wear gold, some never wear silver, and most women have a preference for certain precious stones over others. If you really do want to give her jewellery, casually take her into a few stores. See how she reacts to the merchandise. Make note of any pieces she especially likes. Then go back later to buy them.

Most women don't want practical gifts from their boyfriends. They want gifts that send a positive message about how you see them. A sparkling diamond bracelet tells her you see her as precious and beautiful. Elegant lingerie can tell her you see her as sexy and desirable. A book about something she finds fascinating tells her you take her interests seriously. However, it's important to take her unique tastes into account before buying her any present. If you do, and if you follow these tips, you should be able to find her the perfect gift.

lol the reason y i'm doing this? well cos i jst watched something where this woman got so mad at her husband for getting her something..

And well men will nvr understand woman..

Btws, I've also dscovered tt man shld nvr buy a woman clothes unless she's there or she's an S size.

There was once this woman who scolded her husband for buying her a nightie of her size n told him off.. LOL i knw its swt... -_-

She asked him to get her an S size while she's practically an XL..

*her husband got her an XL nightie (her size) n said tt it offended her..LOL*

So warn ur daddy on what he shld get ur mummy or he'll end up getting in alot of trouble..

:P have fun reading... =)

yours truly..

NICOLE =*

for u..=D

2008-10-30T01:55:00.002+08:00

Thy heart more precious than gems alone,
Not many of these gems in this world tt one can own..
Thou shan't give thy heart to no other,
No other than this humble blogger.. =D
No melody than ur voice of which I wld choose to hear, unique as it is like the thunder..

Nothing can compare to what I feel,
If only we cld be der in our vast grassy field,
Autumn never leaving us,
Like how our love is forever sworn as the most beutiful curse..

Waking up to sounds of nightingales,
Its like living a fairytale..
How I wish u'd be the 1st person I see each morning,
It's something I've been yearning..

continue tomoro.. x)

My working style

2008-10-28T14:34:00.003+08:00

`You are friendly, adaptable realists. You rely on what you see, hear, and know first-hand. You good-naturedly accept and use the facts around you. You look for a satisfying solution instead of trying to impose any "should" or "must" of your own. You are sure a satisfying solution will turn up once you have grasped all the facts.

`You solve problems by being adaptable, and often can get other to adapt, too. People generally like you well enough to consider any compromise you suggest. You are unprejudiced open-minded, and tolerant of most everyone--including yourself. You take things as they are and thus may be very good at easing a tense situation and pulling conflicting factions together.

`With your focus on the current situation and realistic acceptance of what exists, you can be a gifted problem solver. Because you are not necessarily bound by a need to follow standard procedures or preferred methods, you are often able to see ways of achieving a goal by "using" the existing rules, systems, or circumstances in new ways, rather than allowing them to be roadblocks.

`You are actively curious about people, activities, food, objects, scenery, or anything new presented to your senses. Your expert abilities in using your senses may show in:

a continuous ability to see the need of the moment and turn easily to meet it
the ability to absorb, apply and remember great numbers of facts
an artistic taste and judgement
the handling of tools and materials

`You make your decisions by using the personal values of feeling rather than the logical analysis of thinking. Your feeling makes you tactful, sympathetic, interested in people, and especially good at handling human contacts. You may be too easy in matters of discipline. You learn far more from first-hand experience than from books, and do better in actual situations than on written tests. Abstract ideas and theories are not likely to be trusted by you until you have been tested in experience. You may have to work harder than other people to achieve in school, but can do so when you see the relevance.

`You do best in careers needing realism, action, and adaptability. Examples are health services, sales, design, transportation, entertainment, secretarial or office work, food service, supervising work groups, machine operation, and many kinds of troubleshooting.

( damn i was born to be a doctor! lol)

`You are strong in the art of living. You get a lot of fun out of life, which makes you good company. You enjoy your material possessions and take the time to acquire you. You find much enjoyment in good food, clothes, music, and art. You enjoy physical exercise and sports, and usually are good at these.

`How effective you are depends on how much judgment you acquire. You may need to develop your feeling so that they can use your values to provide standards for your behavior, and direction and purpose in your lives. If your judgment is not developed enough to give you any character or stick-to-it-iveness, you are in danger of adapting mainly to your own love of a good time.

LOL! Swimsuits reflects ur personality..

2008-10-28T14:23:00.001+08:00

Here is the analysis:

You are a mystery and it seems like you are trying to hide something from others. Both sexes find you interesting and attractive. You enjoy exploring your individuality and don't really mind what others think of you.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test99.aspx

ever felt so ...

2008-10-28T05:51:00.004+08:00

Its jst me reminiscing my past..

So much memories..

So much pain..

So much joy..

So many everything..

It's weird I hv to say..

So much has happened throughout this yr..

The good and the bad..

So much has happened and I am still learning hw to take one step at a time..

Everything happens for a reason..

Tt much I know is true..

I am learning to leave the past and live for the future..

But there are jst days where I fail so miserably..

And to my avail, I hv no one der to pick me up jst as I've hoped..

I can't explain how I feel rite now..

But only if I could jst run away frm the world for a while..
Wouldn't tt be great?

So many yrs has passed *throughout my life*..

The question is..

Hv I reli lived life to the fullest?

Hv I been truly happy?

Will I ever get answers to both questions?

I am not very sure either..

Its jst another weird mystery of life unsolved..

I am here not to tell u I need help neither am I here to beg for sympathy..

I'm jst here for a simple reason..

It is to show u hw strong I've been and u can too..!

I've been coping with my f**ked up life for more than 15yrs..

I've dealt with many mishaps, alot of misunderstandings, lost, hurt, pain, lies, depression and many more..

I am here to tell u NOT to gv up in life!

There's still hope.. It's nvr too late..

I once thought life was a heck of nonsense..

Nvr knew why I existed in the first place..

It felt like I was being punished my whole life for hell I don't knw what reason..

One bad thing leads to another..

I was nvr lucky.. I was nvr fortunate..

I was jst another nobody..

I had no one there for me..

I grew up without guidance..

Without affection..

Without a Father to love me the way other fathers love their child..

Without a father to care for me when I am ill or hurt..

Without a father to teach me to be strong or independent..

Without a father to hug me n gv me security when I am afraid..

Without a father to tuck me in at night or even gv a gdnight kiss..

Without a father to tell me its ok whenever I hv a bad dream..

Wthout a father to warn me when I am about to do something wrong..

Without a father to take away all my hurt and pain!

Without a father who is der for the child!

But I still went on with life and became who I am today..

I am NICOLE!

I was once afraid..

I was once a mystery to my own..

I was once a bitch of sadness..

I was once somebody everyone feared..

I was once a liar of my feelings..

I was once a deciever of my smile..

I was once crying over HIM!

There I've said it all..

There won't be another time I tear for HIM anymore..

U listen to me!

I am nvr gonna love u

I am not gonna grow up crying n hurting for u..

I am never gonna forgive u..

I am never ever gonna be able to look at u as I've once did..

U are not worthy of my LOVE!

U are nvr gonna udstd why I hate u so much..

U will nvr udstd the meaning of ------

U will nvr regret ur mistakes..

U will nvr return!

What hurts me most is when I look in ur eyes, u are so filled with nothing but pride..!

Be it.. Get lost.. I don't need u!!

My heart will not be broken once again because of u..

My heart yearns no more for u..

My heart is mine to nurture..

My heart is nvr gonna ache at night like this anymore..

My heart will nvr be yours!

Things wld hv been differen yes..

But u've chosen this path..

U've said u won't regret.. Then don't walk up to me and tell me u love me ever!

I am not forgiving u!!!

NEVER!

Not after the way u walked out on me..

I hate u! I hate u! I hate..U!

Me against the world..

I will survive..

I didn't hv u..

I wldn't want u..

I do NOT want u!

I don't need u!

nicole

-effing nonsese- lolness

2008-10-27T22:52:00.000+08:00

LOL

2008-10-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

wat hurts most

2008-10-27T21:48:00.003+08:00

A knife through my heart as I fall to the groud.. Tears flooding the room.. I held myself tightly at the corner of my room.. the world arnd me dissapears.. I am left all alone.. A stranger to the world..

Don't hurt my shadow as u've alrd hurt my heart..

Where for thou brought forth these memories..
Hurt have I felt in pain alone..
This heart has no more strenght..
Thou had pierced this heart..
Stop these pain all at once and let I live in vain again..
Hark I words cos thy words shan't hurt no more..
It will hurt no more when I of u do think..

-written by nicole.. =D-

random! -_-"

oh? so fun!

2008-10-26T17:40:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:

~Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
~You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
~You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
~You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
~Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
~You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
~You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
~You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
~You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

wow its partly true especially bout my career.. lol
go tke the test at... http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

all over again

2008-10-23T23:17:00.002+08:00

We used to be there for each other..

stuck together like glue n honey..

laughters n fun withouht hesitation..

a bond uspoken of..

nvr regretted.. nvr to let go..

craziness was the way..

love was der..

Happiness was seen..

Everywhere together..

Tears shed smile comes after..

Because we were there..

arrival of a certain rumour..

broken apart..

glass shattered..

unfixed..

left alone collecting dust..

Goodbyes scattered..

Hatred formed.. :\

I nvr knew..

Nvr spoke of it again..

Everything lost.. Burried in pain..

Mercy came..

It was then I heard..

Forgiveness formed..

Glass was a glass again..

Love was whole..

Friendship restored...

omg duffy! mercy!

I'm beggin u for mercy.. y don't u release me.. yeah yeah yeah.. -_-

riite *zips her mouth n leaves*

2008-10-23T22:17:00.000+08:00

omg listen to this!

-+*^%$#@!~

2008-10-23T21:13:00.009+08:00

done..

this was taken on the 18 of oct..

ok so Kevin took this.. lol me with his phone n he with mine..

when we were out together.. somewhere called sweet something larh.. lol

i took this pic.. x)

Boredom buster.. lol DRAWING.. :)

ooh secret contents.. x) YAY me i drew it.. :P

Present i made for Kevin.. *6th month pressie*

Love letter.. :P

aishz...

2008-10-23T14:17:00.002+08:00

Tagged by MENG KEAT!!

~First part...
1)Six person I tag:
+Esther Tan
+Kok Pin
+Yan Kuan
+Javern Lee
+Yuen May
+Choon Sien

2)Six thingsI'm passionate about :
+Sports
+Books..
+Art
+Science
+Love
+Dancing

3)Six things I say too often :
+Shit
+LOL
+WTF
+Rite
+SWT
+Dot Dot Dot..

4)Six books I've read recently :
+Twilight
+New Moon
+Eclips
+The Memory Keeper's Daughter
+P.S: I Love U
+The true Naomi story

5)Six songs I listen to again and again :
+Cookie Jar
+Thunder
+Going Home
+Monsoon
+In the Ayer
+Tak bisa Memilihmu

6)Six things I've learnt in the past :
+To play futsal
+Ballet
+Guitar
+Basketball
+Computer Progrming
+School shit

1)The last person that tag you is?
+Meng Keat

2)What relationship with you him/her?
+Classmates

3)Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
+Like to bully
+Nice
+Helpful
+Quirky
+Gamer
+Sociable
+Anti Perasan
+Intelligent

4)The most memorable thing that he/she done to you?
+LOL nothing? oh he helped me do something.. can't rmbr jor

5)The most memorable thing he/she said to you?
+ya la ya la ur hot larh.. PERASAN!LOL

6)If he/she becomes you lover, you will?
+*faints n kill myself with rat poison!* LOL hahahhahaa

7)If he/she becomes you enemy, you will?
+won't happen wan lah. he won't hate me de.. xP

8)If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on?
+LOL WONT HAPPEN!

9)If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is?
+Because he doesn't think i'm HOT! LOL!!!!

10)The most desirable thing to do for him/her is?
+Nothing

11)The overall impression to her/him is?
+Ok ok larh hahaha

12)How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
+I'm a very outspoken person..

13)The character for youself is?
+Daredevil

14)On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
+Too forgiving.. lol

15)The most ideal person you want to be is?
+Me.. :D

16)For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them:-
+Thank u.. But it doesn't mean i love u.. =D

17)Ten people:

+Kevin
+Cheryl
+Galvin
+Wen Chun
+Yan Kuan
+Chiam
+Kok Pin
+Meng Keat
+Choon Sien
+Sharon

18)Who is number 2 having relationship with?
+Galvin! :D

19)Is number 3 a female or male?
+Male! DOnKey

20)If number 7 and number 10 be together, would it be a good thing?
+Omg no!

21)How about number 5 and 8?
+They duno each other ... Both of them r Female u noe ?

22)What is number 1 studying about?
+LOL! I don't wanna say it..

23)When was the last time you had a chat with them?
+Shool days for some n everyday for some..

24)Say something about number 2?
+She's crazy especially now.. -_-

unmasked

2008-08-26T16:45:00.005+08:00

let me into ur heart..

2008-08-25T20:35:00.006+08:00

boooh! lolx.. i'm back! ^^

Yes i knw.. rotten blog.. x) but it was a horrible horrible terrible breakup with my blog..

*sniffs!*

I was at the hospital getting drugged n hvin my blood taken n also had a placebo jab! Ass..

Yes but i was so HARDWORKING.. I went back to school for my trials despite being admitted in the hospital.. ^^ YAY me.. *whole world claps for her!* x) tq tq..

heh heh.. i show u the pic of tt injection k.. Th bottle where they store the damn blood is a li'l bigger than a tobasco sauce bottle.. wth rite.. o_o so scary larh!! :'(

but wtv it is.. nicole won't die.. she's here for the world...! :D sorry for the hyperactiveness.. xP but i jst feel happy okay.. I jst got back with my blog.. Congrats me! BUT after this u won't b seeing any post until after PMR cos this laptop of mine is gonna say farewell for a month.. aaaa..

Highlights

* 6th month on the 02/08/08.. pictures will be posted later when i get it uploaded.. which will be a long long while later so bear with it.. x) anyways.. 7th month is coming up! 02/09/08.. LOL yea yea i don't wanna spill too much.. ppl may talk bout it again.. argh.. wtv.. :]

anyways.. Happy 7th month n advance hon.. xXx :P Love u alwiz..

♥[kevinicole]♥

k the hospital pix..

i wld love to get my hands on these one day.. It's to zap u back to life when ur heart stops beating.. LOL!this is the injection tt poked me twice.. bastard..hmph!this was wad i had to wear b4 entering the room for MRI.. Damn was tt scary.. x)

tts all for now.. more later okay! ^^ buh bye.. :(

farewell my beloved blog..~

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correction!

2008-07-17T20:23:00.003+08:00

let me correct some things here.. this is a post in friendster..

Every girl dreams that one day she
will find a boy that does these things for
her. Even the smallest action can have
the BIGGEST impact in someones life.

(not every gurl wants all of these..)

•• ring her up everyday and tell her you
miss her very much

(everyday? wow.. if he's willing i suppose.. O_O everyday? :S ok next..!)

•• joke around with her,she wouldnt like
if you're very VERY serious

(very true.. but serious at times are fine & she'll still love u!)

•• entertain her every single time

(lolx! sounds wrong to me..(

•• love her for who she is,not for her
wealth or anything else

(yes this is important..)

•• DON'T ask her to change to the person
you want her to be cause this will assure that u
aint the perfect boyfriend

(guys don't even think of trying!)

•• when arguements,work things out
instead of just leaving it behind.

(agreed)

••don't play around wid other girls or
your exes..

(girls do get jealous easily but they don't tell or show it.. =P cats out of the bag alrd..)

•• never forget what she says

(humans forget.. so wad if u forget?)

•• be happy with what you have cause
nothing in this world will turn out the
way you want

(yes.. i agree)

•• think positive about you and her

(there cld be times where ur unsecure.. tts fine..)

• give her one of your t-shirts to
sleep in.

(OMGBBQWTH!? erm.. probabbly for ppl much older than my age.. :S)

• leave her cute text notes.

(haha tts nice.. x) )

• kiss her in front of your friends.

(wad if the gurl is shy or doesn't want to.. :\)
• tell her she is gorgeous..

(yes yes.. she knows it.. but no harm in reminding.. :P)

• look into her eyes when you talk to
her.

(lolx sometimes it gets awkward..)

• let her mess with your hair

( xD i do love to play with his hair.. so i guess yea.. let her.. xP)

• touch her hair.

(okay.. yes.. a green light..)

• just walk around with her.

(uh-huh)

• "FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"

(yes yes.. :D forgive..)

• look at her like she`s the only one
you see.

(she'll feel reli special..)

• tickle her even when she says stop.

(bein playful is a plus.. *winks* )

• hold her hand when you`re around your
friends.

(hmmm no prob with that.. )

• when she starts swearing at you, tell
her you love her.

(lolx.. yes.. do wtv tt'll calm her down..)

• let her fall asleep in your arms..

(*romantic moments!!*)

• get her mad, then kiss her.

(LOL)

• tease her and let her tease you back.

(...:)...)

• stay up all night with her when she`s
sick.

(tt'll be so sweet.. *aww*)

• watch her favorite movie with her.

(lolx why not?)

• kiss her forehead.

(why is this even in here?)

• give her the world.

(ur heart is alrd her universe..)

• write her letters.

(oh.. love notes..)

• let her wear your clothes.

(hahahaha! wth)

• when she`s sad, hang out with her.

(yeah)

• let her know she`s important.

(yes always do..)

• let her take all the photos she wants
of you.

(haha yeap)

• kiss her in the pouring rain.

( ^^ wow..)

• when you fall in love with her, tell
her.

(lol?)

• and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.
-*-*-*-*-*-*-

delayed post for 02/02/08

2008-07-17T18:27:00.003+08:00

Sorry for the l8 post.. x)
Well just wanted to post bout kevinicole's 5th month! ^^
And sweetheart.. I'm lovin u more n more each day.. :)
Happy 5th Month dear.. *o-
I wish this wld go on forever..
I hope it doesn't find it's end..
I want us to stay us..
I need u..
6th month isn't in another 2 weeks.. ;]

Remember when I told u tt ur voice was the first voice I heard when I woke up..
And u said.. Hope there will be more times like this in the future..
U don't knw how much I want that too.. <3

I LOVE U!

U are my everything.. the sun the moon the sky..

I love u.. thats 3 words I can't deny.. :)

let it speak its own words..

2008-07-14T23:55:00.016+08:00

[vintage..]

oh shut up.. i don't wanna hear..

the [black dress scandal.. ]

the silent killer..

so taken n loving every bit of it..

*emotionally diabetic..* x)

just for kicks.. :)

just me..

behind these hazel eyes.. :)

flying kisses.. :*
another oh so spasm moment.. :S

smile as u break inside..

art
of illusions..

a moment of spasm.. x)

Espanol!!

2008-06-30T04:41:00.002+08:00

YAY!! They won!!! Damn u Germany.. In ur fans Germany fans..

Spain Has Fernando Torres to thank wei..!! 1st goal at 33mins..
And it lasted throughout the game..!
And the goalkeeper of cos..! Iker Casillas!
He's real damn good.. =)
I'd better go sleep now.. school's starting in a few hours..
Yes I can sleep in peace alrd.. :D
Cesc Fabregas kinda looked good on the field..
N of cos Torres was the best.. xP
aaaaa wtv larh!
THEY WON!! That's all that matters man..!
N btw i think Carles Puyol looks like a greek fela cos he had this ring thingy arnd his head.. -_-"
His hair was so wet wit swt i tell u.. So geli..
Capdevila kicks so high larh wei..! And they lost so many chances..
Sighs.. But nvm larh THEY WON!
I love u Spain!! *i'm so supporting Spain forever*

Stupiak Kaa Wei just msged me Spain won.. Hahahaha..
Spain fans.. Be proud!! España para victoria..
Spain forever baby!

Score 1-0 :)
tu hablas espanol?
Si usted hace, usted entenderá esto.
sí amor! soporte Espanol siempre!
Te amo España.
España es el mejor equipo baby!

u speak spanish?
If u d, u will understand this.
Yes my love! Support Spain always!
I love u Spain!
Spain is te best team baby!

:)我爱西班牙。(:
wo ai si ban ya.

owh man.. i reli gtg sleep.. hahaz..

bb..
=)esta señora ama a ese hombre.(=
hahahaz.. dunno den too bad larh..

nicole..

that's why you go away..

2008-06-29T01:50:00.002+08:00

gosh i darn love this song.. :'(

That's Why You Go Away

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes

I don't wanna say goodbye to you

Love is one big illusion

I should try to forget

but there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop

I'm the one who's feeling lost right now

Now you want me to forget every little thing you said

but there is something left in my head

Chorus:

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long

But I'm not the man your heart is missing

That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried

Now you wanna say goodbye to me

Love is one big illusion I should try to forget

but there is something left in my head

Chorus:

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong...

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere

Don't know which way to go

There ain't so much to say now between us

There ain't so much for you

There ain't so much for me anymore

Chorus:

I won't forget the way you're kissing

The feeling's so strong...

:) nice rite..

2008-06-28T00:58:00.002+08:00

Fernando José Torres Sanz

-Born 20 March 1984 in Fuenlabrada, Madrid, Spain.

-A Spanish football player currently playing for Liverpool.

Why oh why liverpool! :'(

This is like liking an enemy!!

Yer.. No way.. I'm sticking to MU! TOO BAD!!

look at the pic.. it explains it all.. *dings off*

SPAIN

2008-06-27T19:31:00.005+08:00

I've found a new passion..

A new beggining..

A new hope...

A new meaning to victory..

Tenacity..

I've found:

SPAIN!

Spain forever baby!

Support Spain for world cup.. ^^

SPAIN SPAIN SPAIN..

There isn't any victory u can't claim..

Glory is all u can gain..

Don't ever let down ur name..

Put ur heart into the game!

Spain=Victory!

Other teams..
Ascalavista/Au Revoir/Irse morir baby!

Spain.. estoy enamorado de ti...

(Spain.. I'm in love with U...)

obtener una victoria para vuestro admirador!

(win a vicoty for ur fans!)

I'm supporting the team because of my passion for the game..

NOT for the darn swt guys..

Though in the team..

My most hated goalkeeper has to be.. Andres Palop

The weirdest looking defender.. Alvaro Albeloa

And tt long hair dude.. Sergio Ramos is another wtheck.. -__-'''

So young bt the hair makes him look so OLD..

Hate guys having long hair!! eww..@.@

N guess wad.. Fernando Navarro happens to hv swt faces in almost all his pix..

LOL later i'll show 1 of em to u..

I told u so.. -_-" dead corpse look.. haiz..

WTF u shld take a look at Carles Puyol larh! His darn hair can fit 4 beehives larh babe!

Eww larh dude.. Cut the hair..!!

hahah.. Carlos Marchena looks like rabbit.. xP

I think Raul Albiol and Juan Juanito are the only normal lookin defender.. -_-"

Joan Capdevila.. don't even get me started.. face of a horse.. @.@"

Rueben De la Red.. LOL he looks funny.. :)

Santi Cazorla Rodriguez is only 23!! O_O he looked 40 to me..

Cesc Fabregas is cute.. x)

Andres Iniesta has a typical pancake face leh! So flat! :S

Xavi Hernandez looks quite normal i suppose.. :\

Xabi Alonso's hair sux.. -_-" like old man oni..

Marcos Senna looks abit like Seal.. Seal as in the singer larh dum dum.. xP

Daniel Guiza! LOL LOL LOL... Lmao! x_x he looks so weird..!

Like those persian kings.. ehem.. u watched meet the spartans?

Yea tt fat half naked persian king with nipple piercings..-_-"

David Silva is a zombie larh..! He looks like a dead corpse.. So emotionless!

Shit another long haired player..! WTH.. Sergio Garcia.. Ewww! Damn lar..

Where have all the hot guys gone to? :S Don't bother lar..

Moving on..

Oh-Kay.. David Villa is quite good looking..
But still not according to my liking larh..-_-"

Ok.. Everyone heard of Fernando Torres rite.. He's ok only larh..

Quite good looking oso.. x)

But the best striker in the team.. :)

So ppl u see.. I don't happen to support the team for the guys..

As i've said.. It's my passion for the game! Believe me larh!

Damn u ppl damn mean larh.. Can't a gurl watch football?

pfft..

-out-

Nicole supports Spain! ^^

pictures frm s'ban n most recently taken..

2008-06-26T14:07:00.029+08:00

cute rite..^^

i drew this on the canteen table..:p

just took it cos i tot the clouds are nice..

in overseas..

firever.. :)

black coctail dress..

^^ TEN

nerdified! @.@
ooh!! BABY LEON..

cousie n me.. :]

Daddy & Me
smarties..

Dads house..

This was my supper..

[SORRY]

2008-06-26T13:43:00.004+08:00

I'm reli sorry..

I'm sorry for avoiding u..

Its just tt I dun knw hw to face u anymore..

I dun even knw wad to say..

But pls rmbr something..

I'll always love u the same.. Nthg's gonna change tt..

I believe tt some day this prob will resolve..

But I suppose I just need time rite now..
I'm literally afraid..

Afraid of u.. Afraid of talking to u.. Afraid of wad u feel..

Mostly.. Afraid of losing u..

:'(

-out-

P.S.-

dun ask me any questions..

I'm just gonna let wtv happens happens..

*forever*

survey

2008-06-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

1.If I looked on your bed, what would I find?
-4 fluffed Pillows.. a bloster.. a comforter.. n a quilt with 3 other fleece blankies..:)

2. Do you go to the bathroom with the door open or closed?
-Common sense closed larh.. Den open house ah?

3. Are your underwear and socks folded in your drawers, or just thrown in?
-LOL folded.. I like things neat n tidy.. WTH it's P&C larh.. Such a personal question..

4. Sleep on your back or stomach?
I usually sleep sideways.. But at times on my back/stomach..

5.What would I find if I looked under your bed?
-baskets,boxes, and everything else! LOL

6. Something that happened today that made you angry?
-oh.. nothing?

7. What will you do after this survey?
-sleep.. :o)

8.Prefer Marriage or living together?
-Marriage? Living together? OMG i dunno.. xP But i'm guessing it's marriage gua..
Aiya long more to go larh.. Dun talk bout it now k.. Not ready.. :P

9.What are you wearing right now?
-LOL I'm in my towel? cos I just came out frm the shower n I'm waitin for my hair to dry
Riite.. Too much info.. I shall shut up.. xP

10.How many times have you been in love?
-Honestly.. twice when I was form 1 n now.. :)

11.Does de-labeling a beer bottle make you sexually frustrated?
-Should it? :S

12.Do you talk about your feelings or hide them?
-Depends on wad kinda problem larh..

13.Is there something you regret and wish you could take back?
-Sort of

14.First thing you do when you wake up?
-Pray..*morning prayer*

15.Kiss with your eyes open or closed?
-Haven't experienced it.. And not ready to.. N even if I do kiss.. Of cos it's closed..!
It's rude to kiss with ur eyes open..It's a kissing rule.. :S LOL

16.Last argument you got into?
-Can't rmbr.. :) I forget unhappy moments easilly..

17.Do you tend to rip the paper off water bottles?
-*laughs* I used to hv tt habit until i realised tt the bottle looks ugly naked.. *o*

18.Whats one thing about the girl/boy you love?
-His sweetness.. :)

19.When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep?
-hahaz.. yes.. n when i can't shut it off i throw it.. :O n once it broke.. :(

20.If you were given the chance to take care of a monkey for a weekend, would u?
-Aiyorh! NO! I can't even seem to take care of myself wanna add a monkey to my misery izit?
I dun like monkey bussiness.. :P

21.What is the current advertisement on the side of the screen?
-There isn't one..

22.What are you looking forward to in the next few months?
-I'm hoping I get my life back into place..

23.When will you turn 50?
-WTH! That's SOOOO OLD ok! OMG dun ever ask!

24.Where do you wish you were right now?
-In the arms of his.. I feel disprited rite now..:(

25.What song are you currently listening to?
-None..

26.Have you ever passed out from drinking?
-Nah.. Not tt easy.. Wanna challenge me? (winks)
*advice-Don't start something u can't stop..*

27.If you caught your significant other cheating on you what would you do?
-Dump hiM right away.. Den start flirting with some guy on tt day itself rite in front of him n make hiM regret the hell out of his life.. *evil grins* I've done it before n yeah.. It works.. =D Let hiM regret.. He's such a LOSER! He'll come running back to u.. But hell just reject.. He's not worth ur time anyways.. =) Hahaz.. I'm evil I knw..

28.What time did you wake up this morning?
-6:35am

29.Do you have any cousins?
-Of cos.. I've got so many u'd think it's crazee..

30.What makes you laugh?
-When guys do silly just so they make u laugh.. LOL It's funny alrite..

31.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
-Wow.. It was Sunday the last time I was on the phone.. So it was Kevin..

32.What is the worst subject they teach in school?
- Worst? Hmmm Science.. :X I don't damn understand wad Aida says..

33.Where do you plan on living when you grow up?
-Australia or maybe here? I won't knw..

34.What was your dream this morning?
-I can't rmbr.. :S Ppl wake up forgetting 70% of their dream.. So yeah.. Now I don't hv a clue..

35.Where was the last place you went to?
-School? *sad rite i knw*

I m not in the mood to tag.. So wtv..

The disheartened..

o✖-*♥-pinkleberry-♥*-✖o

Its one thing...

Baking Cookies!

♥ ♥ ♥

Cheryl was here (:

Memories

BORED

Happy Father's Day Dad

Love lessons From Dads..

[I♥U]

You Belong With Me lyrics

Tagged! AGAIN! :X

Tagged! :O

Best of Taylor's songs..

No Bounderies

Lesson 1

~My thousand Apologies~

Reminise..

Marriage?!

Short Hair.. =D

Mother's Day..

I'm Home Baby.. (;

Chances

Finally 16

Last Day..

Hevin's doing lol

X) random

Update!

Wedding Bells..

Someone Once Told Me..

LOL part of ystdays post.. =)

Would You Be There by Redwan Ali

I know what love is

Ur My Whole Life

oh....

♥18 MARCH♥

I learnt to believe..

Tell Me You Love Me..♥

Baking Choc Chip Cookies

Lingerie? *strictly for the gurls!* hahah

He's my personal Heroin..

Agreed,, =D

~Just So You Know~

★Adam Lambert★

-_-

its so hard..

there..

HAPPY B'DAY!

Happy Valentine's Day

X)

nice le.. :p

yay

crazy day..

TODAY! =D

Weird

Just for Wen Chun

Brandy

Morning look.. =0

i m screwed.. lol

Oh so late post..

picha from skewl lol..

a turn in life

I <3 *him*

~~

X)

I'm back..

in s'ban

=)

Really? :O

The X in The XO'z

Make me fall in love again!

bored

tagged by rach

Yikes

6 gfts man shld nvr give a woman! X)

for u..=D

My working style

LOL! Swimsuits reflects ur personality..

ever felt so ...

-effing nonsese- lolness

o✖-♥-pinkleberry-♥-✖o

Lingerie? strictly for the gurls! hahah

I <3 him